miss slow in da house!

2007-01-25T04:29:00.000-08:00

in case you're wondering where I went ...

I have moved!

sundayswithslow.livejournal.com

seeyou there! or maybe not. ha ha.

2007-01-01T07:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

goodbye 2006 hello 2007!

another year has passed with the blink of an eye.
Only 365days and yet it seems as though 10years have passed because so much has happened. 2006 has indeed been a year of transition and surprises for me. Learning to cope with failures, farewells as friends leave the country, adjusting to university life, making new friends, hurt by some and grown closer to the least expected people. And yes, I have grown. Good in some ways terrible in others. Thank you to everyone who has played a part in this chapter of my life. To those who were there to support me through the tough periods and to those who shared in my joys. To those who were there to listen and encourage me, for loving me despite my flaws and insecurities. CHEERS to you!

special thanks to
God. because without him I won't be where I am right now. Living strong because there is hope for tomorrow.
Family. Although I have been both a terrible daughter and sister you guys still love me the most. Making sacrifices for me and the family. No one comes close to replacing the 4 of you. love you dad,mom,kor&mei:)
Friends. so many of you. I don't know where to start thanking. ac girls, mg girls, new smu friends. though many of you are overseas (more than half of you!) I'm glad that the bond is still so very close:) this holiday has been way too short to allow me to spend time with everyone. but i really love you guys.

i would really love to do up a thank you list right now ..but its time for me to sleep. going to go to church for dawn pray at 6am. I want to start the year right, and that is to start it with God. :)

so i'll leave you with pictures from the new year countdown celebrations with the family.

fireworks. lovely.

oh! my family had dinner at chijmes then we headed over to mount faber for the countdown party. quite a rip off for the amount we paid but whatever. its the company that matters:) and very sadly, i think this is the last new years we're gonna have as a family.kor kor is not coming back next dec. =(

good night world.

2006-12-29T02:44:00.000-08:00

look! i've got mail! haha ( from a week back) nice nice rollo decided to send me a good book. which i have yet to touch. but it was rather exciting to get a package hee. thanks rollo.

(just in case i've got stalkers (haha) better blank out my address)

the BOOK!

argh i'm falling a little sick. my throat is feeling rather uncomfortable. zzz. supposed to have business meeting today but it got cancelled (silent yippee haha kidding) i think i've been going out too much and not resting enough. too many late nights. last night during dinner with the mg girls i fell asleep a few times cos i was soo sleepy.
AND it didn't rain today. i chose to wear my new long sleeve top and it didnt rain. haizzz. haha but nvm no rain is good :) so anyways today was spent with mandy:) a slow moving day i must say. she dragged (okay la not drag ha ha) me down to some uob place to check out some mng/fcuk sale. but it sucked like anything.haha. everything was just longsleeve tops and that was just what they had in the entire shop. and they were the SAME ones all over. plusss!! the mng tag and the mng price tag didnt tally .. so we're like dont tell me this is 2nd hand. so in the end we didnt get anything. down to town for nicee coffeebeancoffeee. haha i like mandy cos she likes coffeebean over starbucks (yay). oH and we met kAV!!!! i called her and pretended to be some stalker damn funny. mandy was like thats kav.. i was like ARE YOU SURE. then we kept looking and looking THEN we heard her voice (pretty soft cos she was so far away) but it was a give-away. it could have only beeen kav=) haha our hot/cool malaysia roomiee :) roomies reunite. the gardener came by for a short while and it was a time of jacking haha (as usual).
twas a lovely afternoon of catch up :) loveyoumandy even though we didnt kick off with the most excellent start as friends. HAHA. team uncoolxXx always.
love you my chambermaid (in the making ha ha)

anyways i shall blog about how i spent my christmas and all the lovely christmas partiesi went for SOON. kinda lazy right now. and my throat is annoying me.

going to aunty popo's for dinner soon.
turkey and all the jazz yay =)

2006-12-28T09:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY KRENOEE :)
since you claim that bloo isn't your favourite colour anymore .. .... this is not gonna be in blue.
anyways just wanted to say I LOVE YOU muchos. you're one amazing girl and although you've rejected my proposals countless of times .. i'll still keep trying till you say YES. (ha ha i'm kidding of cos) but seriously thanks babe you're just so incredible i don't know what my life would be without you. From our first few conversations during lectures back in AC .. one of the first things i said to you was 'its in the heart' (and till now you still remember! ) .. to math tuition .. being part of sskc .. as well as the newly formed 3 muskeeteeeeeeers (heehee) .. thanks for always coming by to pay me visits when school gets so damn boring and yucky .. and for always sending me home .. for pretending to be my "cousin" haha (doing our small eyes big small look - a like pictures) even though i know you can't stand my cheesy words.. i just want to say baobei, don't leave me .. or else i'll flood the world with my tears (ha ha ha) this time i'll be at changi airport to make sure you don't leave me (promise i won't ditch you at 5am (remember?) ) love you babes. you'll always be , my ONE AND ONLY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINTS :)
hey sexy! really glad that we got to go out that day and have a nice catch up session! its been ages huh! and like i've said before ,love the way we dont have to talk all the time but when we do its never uncomfortable or anything. and thanks for standing by me even though my other friends (zzz) make fun of mee and my blog address. HAIYA. haha. anyways yes hope you have a blast at your party tonight sorry i can't make it. and when you return to australia .. take care of yourself! don't break too many hearts (haha i know not your fault.. those booys just can't help falling for you hot stuff hee) and yah i'm sure soon enuff you'll find the next guy you'll marry. HEEHEE. yah continue to walk close to the Lord. see you soon !
love you SEXXIEE:)

2006-12-18T08:28:00.000-08:00

guesss who's BACK!??????????????????????????????????????????????????????

my dearest ITSYBITSYWITSY :) :)

hello there cute one ;) meet the PARENTS (cel and i) soon OGAY! haha

you have been dearly missed =)

so well myself cel its and christine met up @ christine's place despite the pouring rain for a good homecooked dinner and well we prepared DIP!

izzy just because you just came back doesn't mean you can slack!! ha ha

cel PRETENDING to mix the dip ha ha

that's ME ha ha SKINNING the carrots (dropping a few skin pieces here and there hee)

okay this is CHRISTINE she did most of the work Ha ha

all of us cuddlingup by the pretty christmas treeeee

i luvvv her tweeeeeeee so preeeeeety

2006-12-17T23:15:00.000-08:00

things i really want to do (because of the weather)

get icecream (preferrably b&js') and then drive down to where i grew up and play at the park. cos they have swings over there! and well this would be perfect after the rain (cos it would be slightly chilly) and at night . but i can't do this unless i can find a driver. hmms .
read @ the tea party one of these afternoons and drink my favourite tiramisu mate
one evening (when there is NO rain) go down to marina south and fly a kite
just go for a spin one of these nights
night swimming (when its less chilly) and star gaze at the same time
ride on the trishaw (!!)
learn to bake something. pudding or sthmg

for now these are the 7 things i really wanna do
any takers?
haha

2006-12-17T22:24:00.000-08:00

so what is christmas to you?

is it ..

getting many presents from close family and friends (big ones from the family, hopefully haha)
attending christmas parties (house ones or for the more happening ones real serious big parties haha)
just being with that special someone (cuddling and sharing hot cocoa? sounds like a scene taken off a movie)
going for church musicals
welcoming back of family/friends who are abroad
christmas shopping/preparing christmas dinners
writing christmas cards
listening to christmas songs, checking out christmas lightings or as weijie puts getting the "christmas feeling" (ha ha quoting ah thanks!)

the list goes on ..

i think as christmas approaches.. people generally tend to feel a lot? like you know tend to be more EMO. every one's new favourite 3 letter word. EMO. (haha) i think its because of the whole hype about christmas. everyone wants to be with a special someone .. surrounded by your closest family/friends .. but then everyone seems to have their own plans but you can't really decide how you want to celebrate your christmas. you don't know who you should call to go out. should you just spend it with your family? call ur sec school or jc friends or uni friends? or should you just be with your best friend? or your significant other half? for some reason christmas makes you wish you had special someone. (okay for me at least .. as much as i hate to admit it) ha ha. but wells .. upon reflection .. is that what christmas is really all about?

I think thats more like X'mas rather than Christmas.

So many of us, myself included have forgotten the true meaning of christmas. that is to celebrate the birth of our good Lord Jesus. In fact, christmas should be every single day! A celebration that God came to save us from this sinful world.

So really, whats the point of fretting over being broke about christmasshopping .. or who to spend christmas with .. or feeling all "loved" by someone special! Christmas is about Christ. Its about celebrating God. And because we have such great joy in our hearts .. we can't help but share this great love/joy !

so well as christmas approaches .. let us slow down and really ponder about what Christmas is to us!

Happy holidays my loves!

a very early

merry christmas

We are the Reason

2006-12-17T02:59:00.000-08:00

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find

But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live

is he yours?

to the most perfect girl in the world

2006-12-16T08:58:00.000-08:00

heres to 13 years of friendship and to 5 years of bestfriendship :)
the girl who's seen me at my very best and also my very very worst.
dear pigface (hee kidding) thanks for always being there. :):)
i love how we behave like we're married. squabbling, scolding, laughing at, commanding, making fun, with/of each other :) love the way we can talk about our past memories like the time we tried to go to sentosa and got drenched and ended walking around orchard road sharing a bright pink towel (ha ha) .. the times we tried to bake brownies/cookies for teachers day and end up making a mess of the moulds ( for e.g. the glasses i made for laoshi ended looking like a bra!) and putting the flour and chocolate on each other.. the times your parents went overseas and you would camp in my house for more than a week! how you would steal my pillow or worse still lie right on top of me as though I AM the pillow ( ha ha) .. or the times when i would go ALL the way to the east (!!) just to eat ur mom's cooking (pig's stomach/ bak kuteh) which she specially cooks just for ME :) .. all the times we laugh about secret jokes .. all the late night phone conversations .. the lessons back in mg where you would make fun of the way i can't run down stairs but you'll help me queue up to get food cos i'm so scared i'll fall down running down! haha .. back in AC where we would have our 1-1 recesses every thursday .. the times when we ended up watching trashy shity scary jap/korean movies and then complain non-stop after! .. ayes this list goes on and on and on. AND of cos when we celebrated in good results.. or comfort each other through the tough times. thanks for holding my hand, encouraging me, praying for me and always believing in me and trusting me.

so much has happened this past 5 years of our bestfrenship. and i'm so glad you were the one right beside me all this while. okay this ain't some proposal we don't have to get married (ha ha) but yah its just myway of saying THANK YOU bestfriend or more affectionately pardiepardx. i'm sorry i lost our engagement ring we should buy one again okay? i hope you had a blast today! and that you were actually SURPRISED! (ha ha) and that you love your shoes:) i only buy shoes for special people ;)

hot chicken loves pighead
HUG HUG KISS KISS

anyways the TEAM did well today!

team 1 : myself and weijie. met up in town to get bels shoes! (and uhh got myself a new pair too oops) then got the birthday girl to pick us up and bring her to her house. haha.

so while bel was happily showering .. weijie helped me to hook on all the ornaments. left the shoes on the floor outside her room. when she came out of the shower i presented her with my collage of pictures of us and her card and said : sorry dear! kinda broke this year.. your birthday present will come soon! haha. so yah only when she was gonna leave her room and opened the door did she see the shoes on the floor and the ornaments! (MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!)

team 2: the girls. dinner at gya kaku some jap restaurant at chijmes. was really fun catching up with the babes and cooking foooooood! haha. stef kept fighting with me.
haha thats the stups dentist and i fighting all night during dinner ! ha ha
oh the surprise here wasnt much.just sarah and bev weren't supposed to make it for dinner but they did ! so hip hip huray!! ha ha

team 3: i called them the stb! surprise team bel! comprised of her smu frens. the original plan was to surprise bel at the big christmas tree outside raffles city. however due to unforseen circumstances .. like weiren ordering water for everyone at the last min while having desserts at menotti so we had to wait for the water! haha. so then it shifted to the fountain inside raffles city. (my excuse was nicer background to take picture!) THENN audrey had to scare me and say no they were hiding behind two shops at some uob thing iwa slike HUHH!!? next thing i knew i hear some voice calling out to christina i turn myhead to the left and theres audrey's head popping out from behind some advertisement hahhhahahah and then she and jan removed the advert thingy and shouted SURPRISE!! ahhaha the candles were almost gone!
yay! MISSION IMPOSSIBLE THREE ACCOMPLISHED haha
happy birthday (x 19 times) my bestest best friend :)

BFF!!!

TO THE BESTEST GIRL IN THE WORLD

2006-12-15T10:45:00.000-08:00

2006-12-12T04:08:00.000-08:00

i'm currently feeling quite shitty. it was a good day till i turned on my computer and checked my results. i know i deserved what i got. my finals very obviously pulled down all my grades. my fault for being so freaking damn distracted and not putting in as much effort as i should have. stupid final stupid me. AARGHHHHHHH. the girls are meeting at timbre tonight for ngak but i'm feeling so zzzzzz don't feel like going all the way down to town since i just came back from town!

okay i shall blog about the things that made the earlier part of my day a happier one.

first up! belated birthday celebrations for my dear niecey fif i with marc at american club! thanks for lunch marc :)

here's to 7 years of friendship and counting babe! remember how the first time we met you were smaller than me and actually scared of me! hahaha. how we had the same blue school bag and how we should shop like crazy together in sec 1! though we've not been in the same class since sec 1 i'm glad we're still sooooo close =) from the letter writing days, to the cycling outing, to good old chill out days. thanks fiz for everything :) please stop telling everyone embarrassing stories about me!!!!! hahahaah. thanks! love you sweets.

marc and fiz (with the tiny cake!)
the surprise team didnt do too well! haha. i had the cake hidden in my bag and when fiona went into the cubicle i ran out to pass marc the cake. but he couldnt' find a lighter!! hahaa.

birthday girl and myself:)

after which, i left to meet my babygirl:)

haha my other half and the java chip frap i got her. NO MORE EMOING ALRIGHT!

sunkissed* it reminded us of the time we were trying to be retarded and used my transparent umbrella and walked down orchard road in the bright sunshine hahaha and we had to bump right into a coolio senior. zzz
too hairpee to see each other!haha love you buns even though you look so dums hahhaa

grey is the new black! (matching outfits totally unplanned!) i like this christmas treeeeee hahah damn cute.

2006-12-10T02:45:00.000-08:00

today was a slow moving day for me.
3rd service at 12pm with my parents. the musical song is really nice :) who's free this friday night?? come owkays ?
then it was jap for lunch at sun&moon. ate damn a lot. for some reason what i ordered was like two meals ! and i finished it all! went to laine's petite and borders to get decorative stuff and an album to make aunty popo's christmas present followed by afternoon tea at coffee bean. then we headed to coldstorage to buy christmas stuff (plates cups wine et cetera) . the moet has to wait till my brother comes back from holland!

twas was a lovely day day with the rents. :) pony just called shes coming over for our fullhouse marathon and maggie mee dinner ! yipee. purfect for a lazy sunday.

to my fren(s)
i know it hurts in there and i'm sorry i'm not really of much support right now but i just want you to know that i love you a lot and i dont' wish to see you hurting. *HUGS*
remember : boys are stupid , throw rocks at them! :)

my throat still hurts and my mouth is full of uclers. sigh.

2006-12-09T11:54:00.000-08:00

guess who's back??
rollercoaster rides//spinning swings//shopperholics//never-ending pigout sessions

goodbye malaysia
helloo singapore!

ever since this holiday i've been sleeping at 4/5am every day. this is a rather unhealthy lifestyle.
its 4am now i shall go to sleep and update sooon!

tonight was really one night for kren joan and i.
lets just say i took 6 (1.2.3.4.5.6) taxis in one day from 5 pm onwards!
oh and congrats to weiren on comissioning :)

2006-12-01T10:18:00.000-08:00

HI my lovelieeeeeees!! i'm superduperuberhairppppeeeeeeeeeee :) cos the exams are Overrr over over overrrrrr. though i know they went quite terribly. screw examsssss !!!! cos its time to party and bring out the champagneeeee. wheeeeeeeeee ;)

in the past two days i completed quite a few things on my to do list! likeeeeee
-visit vivo city with chris shiying and willywill (and i dont like it hahah)
-do mani and pedi with my momsieee who paid for it and i got the spa treatment and all hee (sorry no camera i can't show you my pretty fingers and toes!)
-cut my hair with my girlpal shona (ha ha) we both had ladies' cut hahaha (again no pictures of before and after cos suaku me doesnt know how to upload)
-go to walas with my favourite peeeps from school and joined by kren,poans and swong.

not bad yes?? wahhhhhh. haha.

anyways i just wanted to sayyyyyyy i really like my new friends from s*u :):):)
my MA grp, the gangbang boys, and of cos having my bestieeee together withme :)

last night we were partying in SESS ! drinks, game, laughing, dirty jokes (by stupid boys), taboo, drunkards !!!!! and of cos supper with the westsideboys at the techew porridge place (good change from the usualy prata!)

and tonightttttt the party continued at WALAWALASSSSSSSS!!!!! i was happy highhhhh :):)
taking lots of peecturess swaying and bobbing our heads to the music .. doing stupid hand actions singing along .. boys irritating girls .. getting scolded by the waiters (many many times!)
and of cosssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
JORDON's BIRTHDAY SURPLIEEEESSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorryyy street fighter pal that i can't be aroundd for your 21st! i'm sure you'll have lots of fun partying without meeee =( thanks for being such a greatt friend! despite all the times you like to push my head (whalaooo!) and insult me andshit .. i'll always remember you as the gentleman who helps us girls peel our prawns. now everybody say AWW :) love you mr orangutan/hamsterr =)

and nowwwwwwww i shall end of with an email....... hahaha

From: LIAO JunliSent: Fri 12/1/2006 2:33 AMTo: Nicole LEO Shu Yan; Eileen TAN Mei Xiu; PHOAW Yen Zhi; Kavitha MEYYAPPAN; Mandy ONG Kah Hwee; Sara LOW Shu Li; Paul YEE Guo rong; Christopher Joshua TAN Zhi WenSubject: Re: Genting / KL Super Duper Ultra FUN Trip
Hi guys,

Here is the breakdown of the itinerary, just in case your parents ask.

5 Dec (Tues) - be there at Beach Road, Golden Mile Tower at 630am. (the thai's infested place)
- take SVIP coach to Genting (Konsortium Express)

5 Dec (Tues) - reach genting early afternoon, check in Resort Hotel

6 Dec (Wed) - Genting to KL coach at 2pm
- Reach KL in an hour or so, check in Radius International Hotel

7 Dec (Thurs) - Hopefully, KL Zouk's mambo night is great. Still enjoying KL!

8 Dec (Fri) - KL - Sing coach at 3pm, reach Sing ard 9-10pm (with loads of goodies that is!)

Things to pack:

Ringgit, ringgit and more ringgit.

Credit cards, credit cards and more credit cards.

Jacket (esp for someone who thinks genting is in Hongkong.)

Appetite for adventure as we have no detailed plans for KL (so most probly, it will be impromptu all the way)

Fake ID (so that can go in casino royale)

Etc

And a big HI, to Kavi, this lovely cool indian chick from Social Sci (note the sarcasm)
She is uber-friendly, and loves to talk cock. (yenzhi, me and paul's friend)

For gals who doesn't have roaming service, i think all the guys will bring HPs there.
My HP No. - (sorry this one i cannot reveal la hahaha rollo how hot with the girls! too many stalkers for him to handle! hee)

Regards,
Chris

yupppppers these are the nutcases i'll be stuck with from the 5 - 8 of december!!!!! so while you singaporeans are grooving to mambo night we'll also be doing the same in.......... KL ZOUK! hahaha

ayes but before that which is this mornig in 6 hrs time i'll be leaving for malaysia with myfamily!
yes i'll be going to KL, genting followed by genting and back to KL. how retarded hahaha. hope i have funnnn! and that we'll be safe. after all we have three macho men! chris chris and paul hahhaha.

yesss iwill update soon with peeeeeecutes once i get everyone to send me all the pictures!
till i return on the 8th.............

this is a damn rushed entry zzz kk

sara out!

-oh where oh where can my baby beeeeee

2006-11-27T21:46:00.000-08:00

by the way, that was my friend pony ! haha
and the song should be you don't wear my CHAINS not SHAMES stewpieed. hahaha

arghhhhhhh i havee absolutely no motivation to study. maybe i shouldn't be at home. its just TOO damn distracting. i keep plugging my ipod into my ears or tuning into class 95. !@#$%^&*

anyways party in SOB on thursday. party till late! spinningggg uhh not sure but it should be gooooood music .
be there or be squareeeeee! haha
organized by the gangbangsquad. boys these dayzzz. hahaha

i'm planning one gameee! right now i can only think of unoriginal games likeeee
drinking goggles
animal game
the super hero jumpingupanddown till you wanna die laughing game
the clothes peg game i played in church on sunday and i lost becos i got saboed
okayyyy cannot theeeenk alreadyy

whaa i can't stand this man
i really am so damn sick of this whole school/exam business
i wannaaaa playyyyyyyyyyyy

PLAAYYYYYYY
!@#$%^&U*I(O)P

OKAY
out!

2006-11-27T05:55:00.000-08:00

I'm currently sitting at my desk trying to do MA papers for the past couple of hours in my tweety bird PJS and poans has been next to be hooked on the hot happenings of michael schofield.

I really can't wait for exams to be over!! Here's my list of Things To Do After The Exams: I'm making bored poans type all this out for me.. just now she was trying to teach me my all time favourite single boston(I plug in and listen when I brush my teeth, on the way to school, before I sleep) on the piano and I kept playing all sorts of different tunes and rhythms, sigh when will I ever learn? Right now i'm smsing my friend. Anyways back to Things To Do After The Exams. Places to go and things to do, life on the fast lane aint easy, I gotta lay it all on the table you feeling me?

Places To Go
1. Malaysia- KL & Genting
2. Vivocity- I might not be walk and see all the stores in one day though, because... im so fragile
3. Zoo
4. Night Safari
5. Rochester Park
6. Wala's
7. Timbre
8. Mambo

Things To Do:
1. Watch movies
2. Watch full house vcds
3. Ice skate
4. Tennis
5. The loof
6. Swim
7. Mani/Pedicure
8. Cut Hair
9. Sleepover
10. Arcade
11. Picnic!
12. Seafood
13. Supper
14. Talk on the phone until I die
15. Conference (??? hahaha)
16. Cycling
17. Kite Flying ... hahaha
18. Steamboat
19. Christmas shopping
20. Xbox 360
21. Fruit Fest
22. People watching at lido
23. Scott's cafe

Wah lao I'm like finally done liaozzzxx... Back to studying! But first, my favourite song of all time.

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
O dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed this world you must have crossed you said
You don’t know me, and you don't even care
ooo yea
You said you don't know me, and you don't wear my shames ooo yea

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field
When the flowers gaze at you
they're not the only ones who cry when they see you
You said you don't know me, and you don’t even care
ooo yea
Well you said you don't know me, and you don't wear my
shames
ooo yea

She said I think I'm going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
No one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
I'll fly them out to Spain

I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sun rise
I'm tired of the sun set
Here it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Ooo yea

You don't know me
And you don't even care
Ooo yea

In Boston! No one knows my name
No one knows my name
No one knows my name

Yeaa

In Boston no one knows my name

Awwww my favourite song!

2006-11-26T05:01:00.000-08:00

i don't know whether to cry cos i feel so unready for the finals or whether to be happy cos the year is finally coming to an end in FOUR days time. sigh.

i left ma aside the entire weekend. as is still untouched. and stats wth. i thought it was okay until i attempted the paper this late afternoon.. and like everythings still so unclear. UGH! and i'm so damn careless i wanna box myself.

anyhows whatever it is.. its here. and all i can say .. in cel's famous words ..

GO TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you give and take away

my heart will choose to say

LORD blessed be your name

God see me through the next four days.

there weren't any stars in the sky tonight

2006-11-24T18:25:00.000-08:00

How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
The water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you, everything would be alright
If I see you this darkness will turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright
And everything will be alright

I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Cos I'm so used to living under the surface

And I will walk on water
You will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright
Now everything is alright
Everything's alright.

storm (acoustic) - lifehouse

2006-11-23T05:45:00.000-08:00

helloo. okay another terrible study day gone by again. sigh. i think i'm so screwed for finals. but weell at least some EXciting things happened likeee..

i just came back from a family spinnnnnnnn.....because... the new vrrrrrrooooooomvrrrrrooooooooom just arrived! haha
and during the car ride.. i was thinking to myself.. will i ever learn to drive? i'm really a totally bum! i love riding in cars.. and i love the feeling of being driven around.. driven home.. driven on the highway.. especially the long long route to the airport (i mean i've gone past it so many times because of all the sent offs *ahem* overseas ppl) especially at night.. the street lamps .. the wind .. the peacefulness of everything. wow.

and of cos as mentioned earlier.. the karen and the joan came to visit! with their goodies for mee! the nice nice teeshirt plus krispy kremes andddddd........ they left behind PODS. omg its super duper addictive! i finished up everything. i don't knowhow much they ate but like i'm damn sure i ate at least 20 pieces!

MEET PODS!
its ingeniousluy crunchy! haha as the box says
do click to read more about PODS!

thanks kren&joanie:)

i think i'll bring my camera to school tmw.hahha. since i shall be camping there on a friday night. HOW HAPPENING LA. i'm sure a camera can help spice things a leeeeeetle. you thiink?? haha
so watch outttt you never know.. you might be on CANDID CAMERAAAA. okay out of point.
kk byeeeeeeeee!

look after you

2006-11-22T18:04:00.000-08:00

hi
in exactly one week's time the exams will be over. can't wait.
yesterday was terribly unproductive for me. all i did was 4 qns of an MA paper. I couldn't even finish it because I have no idea wth joint/relevant costs are so I have to read the text first. zzz.
But thank you to mr chinta who very patiently went through the MA stuff I couldn't understand. haha. :)

anddd so much for thinking that the cubicles are conducive. I was soooo distracted. and boys are realllyyy i don't know whether to love them or to punch them sometimes. My poor head and hair got disturbed several times. zzz. at 10plus i gave up BUT i couldn't go home cos i had to wait for my lift home. so i just spent the remaining time talking. zzz. yea its fun studying in school cos you can talk to everyone buttt omg i need to really sit in some isolated corner. It doesnt help that everytime someone walks past I HAVE to look. I need to have a goldfish vision or sthmg. haha.

i feel damn screwed for MA. ugh. and like my AS is still untouched. and stats is just whatever la. Its probably the only thing that I'll have a higher chance of doing better for but becos i need to figure MA out stats has to be put on a hold. zzzzzz.

okay sorry for such a boring entry. its the studying period. what do you expect!

Today I am gonna stay home. I really hope i get something done. grrrrrr.

becks: haha VERY FUNNY. miss you and all the girls too. : (

oh and eugene if you're reading this.. NO i'm NOT gonna blog about what you did to me. hmfs* you WATCH OUT. haha.

OH AND GUESS WHO'S BACK!! hahaha. my dear nerdyflenss :)
I think they might visit me today. yay* :):)
and no laaa myfriends and I aren't THAT arglee hahah. we actually look like this!

okay back to MAAAA. zzzzz

2006-11-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

Hi and welcome to the SSKC presidential elections...
check out the 4 presidents and take your vote.
i highly recommend president S (2) ... hahaha

president S

president K

president C

ayes shiiitums. i meeeeeeeese sskc :( 21st dec IS THE DAY WE REUNITE. (right SHULS?)

eugene: haha okok you must organise westside suppps then i can blog about youu!! haha and thanks for the lift that day! =)

tmw, is exactly ONE week from finals. zzz. but half my day is gonna be taken up by CT installation art exhibition. don't forget to go check it out OKAY?? theres a housewife video of me hahaha so you can well have fun laughing (at my expense zz)

andd tuessssday my kreniwormie and joaniepoanie are coming back!! i wonder what they got me!!! haha so exciteeeeeeed. hee. krispykreemeeeeeees i hope.

okay BYE!:)

2006-11-17T17:50:00.000-08:00

hi!
i had a terrible sleep last night. okay more like i had a terrible sleep-less night. insomnia strikes!! its like the wholeee night you're conscious that you're awake and you feel like you just had 10 million cups of coffee or sthmg. zzz. so anyways i finall got out of bed at like 830am ? cos i was so tired of trying to sleep. did my QT then david (i'm not supposed to call him uncle) came at 9am to fix the com. and omg he's seriously like damn demanding i was quite shock! for a grown up!

my dad called to tell me to make him milo (there was only 1 packet left and i really wanted one but nvm) and offer him redcurrent puffs (my favourite ones) AND when I DID offer him guess what he said?!! can i have instant noodles instead?? and from my sisters room (which is at the end of the hse) he walked all the way to the kitchen just to check out what we had la! zz. then when i opened the cupboard .. guess what there was only maggie mee zzz. and i was like uhm theres no cupnoodles .. do you mind milo and redcurrent puffs? and he was like oh nvm just leave it there i'll cook themselves after that! i was like whattttttt (in my head of cos) then well being a good host i went : no la its okay i'll cook it for you. immediately his face brightened up and went oh really thanks!ZZZZZ

THEEEN i searched damn hard and found one cupnoodle and showed it to him. thankgoodness he said oh okay it would be less troublesome right? like wth man. then after I cooked it for him.. i went to sit at my sister's bed to watch him fix up the com stuff.. and then he went oh can you switch on the aircon? its gettingrather hot. zzzz. wah seriously.

okay but surprisingly i'm in a good mood. OH the best part he was trying to fix skype up.. and while he did that he was gobbling his cup noodles and FORGOT that he had a mike at his mouth!!! so like my laptop had these "slurping" sounds. zzz. i just muted my laptop.

okay he's gone .. i'm deciding if i should go to school and study. cos if not i 'll probably be wasting my time at home.

oh and yesterday i went for starry starry night. my bestfren was stunnnnnnnnning laaaa haha hot stuff baby ;) i shouted her name so many times and she said she couldnt hear me. zzzz. yea then hung out with the boys at frujich later. we played foooooolsbaaaaalL! haha. and even though i suck like shit at it and i took the striker role .. myself weijie and chris beat rollo paul and aeron. hahaha. !!! well done us. then we wanted to supps but everywhere was last order and i was getting damnn mooooody.sorry for being such a spoiler! esp to chris. thanks btp !!

okay its like 10am already. wasted morning.
i'm gonna shower now.
hopefully i feel more awake.

oh thanks belinda teo hui! i know i owe you icecream lahhh.haha don't strangle me plizzzz.

and stupid kreniewormie and joaniepoanie hurry come hoooooomeeeee. you liars never blog! zzz

okay byeee.
next week is gonna be MUgGING week. i better la.. stop wasting timeee.
oh and everyone come down and check out my CT installation art on monday in school okay!! near kops!

byeeeee =)

you give and take away

2006-11-12T01:49:00.000-08:00

let me tell you about my sad life. i've been in school EVERY SINGLE DAY this week. great huh?
i'm physically exhausted and i haven't slept enough (okay this part is my own fault) heh.

so well the weekend was nice cos i got to go out.
friday was ryan's birthday party all the way in downtown east! mad rush to buy his present and get down to the chalet bcos the east is just wayyy tooo far away. and very very kind and sweet jellymee sent all of us westside ppl home cos lloyd had other plans. soooo nice of him =)
then sat i had ct & bgs project mtg the entire day from 10am till 6pm! damn tired after that. and wasn't feeling too well. maybe cos i kept walking up and down in the drizzle. and due to insufficient rest. had cell dinner at Mind's cafe!! i loveeeeeee playing all the games. but yesterday i found my opponent, mr newman. sobs* he's new to cell.. so all these while i've been the defending champion of hali wali till he came. hais*** yea then i bussed home with him and it was really quite surprising cos we actually met in the lourve in paris w/o realising it was each other!!
we were talking about our europe holidays at first.. then we started talking about med school.. and since he's year 2 i asked him he knew bryan tan then he waslike yea! in fact that he was backpacking in europe with him! and i was like omg i met bryan at the lourve??????? then he was like oh my that was you!? hahah. talk about a SMALL SMALL world. oh and cel i asked about you. whats this with teh short skirts huhhh..whole day scold me for not wearing tights and all. hahah.

yea then got home around 12.. showered and around 1am went out for supps. and let me tell you al azah is really definitely better than al ameen. at first i thought i was rubbish.. till that time when i had teh cino in al ameen and it sucked like anything.. ! yea got home at like 330 am i think can't remember. just crashed.

yea then church! sermon was really applicable. and realised how much reflection i really need to do about my life.. myactions .. my speech and language. dear God, please help me each day.. to die daily to my old self. only you can help me!

lunch was bakkutehh omggg i love it like anything. its myfavourite local food. and had to fat pork and all. yumy8umyummmm. yea just got back from AS proj meeting. tmw's my debate!! wish me luck.and pray for me cos i'm getting a slight sore throat.. due to lack of rest. better drink lots of water hmms.

oh yes thanks everyone for asking if i'm okay. yes i am. thanks =)
okay i need to go fix up my debate stuff.
going out for familydinner soon.

2006-11-07T03:31:00.000-08:00

you don't know me

but you're trying to know me

you don't understand me

but you aren't trying to understand me

at all

so just go away

today's been a bad day.
bgs sucked

!@#$%%^&*()

and i still have CT essay to produce within the next few hours before i go to sleep.
i can't stand school
i just want to runaway and leave this town.
i'm sick and tired of everything.
i need a holiday.

2006-11-03T01:36:00.000-08:00

i just got my timetable for next year. I have 5 mods next semester :( I see the way belinda is drowning i think i'm gonna be a no-lifer next year. sobs*

mon- comms 330
tuesday- econs 830 & bz law 330 ( mich this is like yours! double in a day. my brain is goona fry)
thurs- ltb 12
fri - FA 830

I guess I get wed's off. a mid week break. but then again, i foresee myself going back to school 5 times a week. so whatever.

SO listen up my dear fleeeens ! you better make loads of time for me this hol. only ONE month. but every single day is soooooo damn precious. bahs*

so MA is down for now at least. project is done with so is the quiz. now its just the final examination.

my weekend is gonna be absolutely horrible. things i need to do:

CT individual assignment (25% worthe of marks! ugh)
BGS project meeting (presentation, report all due on tues)
study for BGS final exam on tues as well (7 chapters omg!)
catch up on stats (which i'm 3 weeks behind) assignments due by thursday
AS homework due on Monday

Not forgetting the fact that my whole saturday will be spent at cell group and my sunday will be taken by BGS project meeting. And yes there will be family dinner. So no time for my flens this weekend. ARGh!! and i go out everyweekend. now i feeeeel so lossser. owell.

wish me luck and pray for me!

at least after thursday @ 5 pm when i submit my stats homework i 'll be able to breathe. Though theres still the debate to worry about and of cos catching with with MA and stats on friday which I 'll be 2 weeks behind since I won't have time to touch them still after friday. my life ROCKS.

lets see .. things i wanna do

i want to cut my hair

i want to watch a movie. i haven't watched a single movie since school started. OMG. and i use to be such a movie buff.

i want to shop! i want to visit vivo city! forever 21 namely haha

i want to have my fridays free to chiiiilll

okay theres more but these are just the basic needs that need to be satisfied. SOON. HA HA.

okay what a boring entry

oh let me tell you about the more excitingggg things in my life

there was asoc day, halloweeeeen, family lunchie on hari raya, sarah's birthday dinnner okay now i can't really remember what i've been doing with my life.

peecccctures soon! for now

tooooooodledeeeeedooooo.

2006-10-29T05:12:00.000-08:00

God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'

-your ex-lover is dead.

halloweeeeeeen yesterday at coco! will update soon.
i'm so stressed. i've got so many things to do. :(

update soon.

shumin! : yea hurry comm'on home sexxxy!! 1 more month!!!

happy birthday to sarahchan!

2006-10-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMELLY!!!!

WITH LOVE<3

FATTY!!!!!!! :):):)

thanks for being one of the bestest friends I've ever had in this lifetime. for all the crazyass memories that we've had. love you sexy backside. haha.

this is us now! all grown up!:)

freaking old school. HAHA. first 3 mths. eddy angels ;)

2006-10-21T05:32:00.000-07:00

oh yes pictures with my bestgirl.
i shall bug her for the rest soon:)

would you lie here with me and just forget the world?

i know we're very argly people, thanks! HAHAHA

2006-10-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

hello.

ayes sometimes i really don't understand myself and how/why i can actually feel so much about things and yet be totally unfeeling about other things AND here lies the problem.. the feelings are mixed up! the things i ought not to care about, i care a lot and things i ought to care/give concern to.. i'm like oblivious to it! what's wrong with me! haha.
whatever.
anyways i was so incredibly tired today and i'm aching all over from waist down! i'm walking around like a paika (however you spell and pronounce it) haha. my cell people and my family have been laughing at me all day cos i look constipated hahaha. so useless. and cell was dammn long today. cos we got started on the topic on clubbing and we got a bit caught up. haha. but ya cell was good:) oh and i was incharge of icebreakers! haha i made them play the superman/spiderman/wonderwoman game hahahaha. i remember the night before izz left and we were all at schan's house and i made everyone who wwas half asleep play the game as well as the wong fei hong game. Hahahhaa. retarded me.

oh and i went for dinner with the family at the seafood holland place! damn good. we didnt have crab this time. we had sambal stingray, cereal prawns, baby kailan, mee goreng, fish horfun. it was sooooooo good. joanie ! its like 10 times better than jumbo! and much more reasonable! haha. if its 24hrs maybe we can go there for supper next time! Okay friends? haha.
yea now i'm all oily and smelly. and aching all over =/
i wanna go pluck my eyebrows tmw.
hopefully they are opened. haven't made an appointment yet. and i need a facial real bad.
haven't gone in months !!

okay shall go shower. byeeee all!:)

denise: yes girl you're supposed to come to my school to visit and check out the boys hahahha though there aren't really many for you to check out. but argh i've got a lot of projects right now:( i'll let you know when i can meet up okay? miss you!

2006-10-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

HIIIIIIIIII. guess whattttttttttt! no emo entry from me at least for this particular entry cos i'm in a super good mood which is pretty rare these days. like i'm happy mosttimes but never happy happy and i tend to get quite emo. heh.
HAPPPPPPPPY:)
let me tell you the secret to having a good day..the day before.. make sure you dread it like crazy..and whine like crazy abt it.. thennnnn it will turn out good. haha okay la not so easy.
Let me tell you why i was dreading today. cos my mid term papers were being returned. and i got roped into some amazing race thing.. and i was totally dreading it cos i knew for sure the frisbee thing will repeat itself and i didnt wanna feel lousy about it after. the only thing worth looking forward to was meeting up with my darling bestfriend bel after school:)

SO well how things changed..
my mid terms were not bad:)not fantastic but yea.
amazing race.. well as predicted i was some pathetic shit. haha. my contact even slipped down and it was hurting at the start of the race! so i had to go to cathay's toilet to fix it. haha. but well my group ppl were nice people and they said it was alright and all. and it was pretty good fun talking to them. thought 3 of them were from VJ and i was the only AC one so yes. targetttt! yea the buffet thing suck la hahah the food was just so not appetising. you know my frens in s*u think i eat damn little haha cos the food in our school sucks so i never ever finish it.. guess they haven't seen me eat stuff that i like.
yea then i met bel bel:) we went over to timbre. jeremy and brynner (the best frens) joined us so it was bestfren bonding day! hahah. then brynner left . weiren and moses came after. i came home damn early. 12am.:) its been a long, tiring day.. so decided not to push it.

i'm a uber happy girl:):)
i need more dayslike these. haha
love you alllll . love my belinda teo hui. love my mandygirl and all the other pallypals in school and all the ac babies.. and my sskc girlss. i LOVE EVERYOJNEEEEEEE>
me is in a very good mood.
bye!

2006-10-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

you know what........ i think project work is actually quite fun. haha.
to think i really disliked (hate is a strong word LAH haha) it to the core back in JC. it use to make me damn frustrated.. and reminds me of the time when i shouted damn loudly and banged the table at this guy from myPW group cos i was damn pisswith him.
hahaha. but yea i just got home from my bgs' friend's house. it was pretty damn fun! cos sam decided to cook dinner for us and the rest of us joined in. haha. i cracked the eggs! and washed the rice! haha. really fun:) though we only spent abt 3hrs on the project.
and thenn guess what.. i actually enjoyed Creative thinking class. yes. hahah. the last aspect at least. cos we had to get into our groups and perform a song. my group had like 4 girls and one guy! the poor guy was so intimidated by all of us! haha. so well he sang the "dui mian the nu ren kan guo lai" and pretended to strum the guitar while the rest of us girls had to seduce him with our own charms. so there were four main characters: the bimbos(two), nerd, sweetgirl and ahlian. haha. you can go guess which character i played. embarrassing. haha. but whatever la it was fun and we did pretty well for it! so yay! thumbs up!:) oh yea we were singing doing that thing you do! hee hee. so fun. and my MA group is with all my pals:) so even though i have to spend sundays in school.. it isn't SO bad.

okay lazy i wanan eat my apple. update soon
byebye:)

HA HA

2006-10-17T04:50:00.000-07:00

sometimes life can just feel so "HA HA".

okay not a very clever usage of words over here but yea i can't exactly put my finger on one single word to describe it.
the HA HA is like a mix of ha ha funny and ha ha sarcastically.

told you i'm weird.

tmw, i start creative thinking. what a module. i seriously wonder how i'm gonna do well for this.

okay bye!

when flowers gaze at you.

2006-10-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

boston - augustana
you said
you don't know me,
you don't even care,
you don't know me,
you don't wear my chains...

this song has been on replay all night. love it love it love it.

it feels funny looking at sthmg that once "belonged" to you .. you look at it .. not wishing not longing for it to be yours again .. but you just can't help but think how things can just change over a day, a week, a year, two years, a few years.

one day i'll look back and laugh at how silly i was back then ..

for now
toodles.

2006-10-15T05:04:00.000-07:00

argh. I'm so annoyed. my internet explorer just hung and my post wasn't saved :( and theres sthmg wrong with my tagboard! can someone please help me! anyways i'm so sad. term break just flew past like oh my mama you mean its over?!! :(

so anyways quick update abt my so called term break

sat : chris's birthday party! pretty damn fun! the birthday boy had his poor tits pinched by i shall not name who haha and he drank damn a lot of red wine haha. happy birthday my dear bt timah pal:)

sun : church ! and the msg was on marriage. and right after that I met my MA project grp at suntec for our mtg on WEDDING PLANNING. haha talk about appropriate msg. the wedding planners are like vultures I tell you. ready to pounce on ANYONE. I mean they made chinta and I into a couple the min we sat down. and we weren't even trying to act or anything. Haha. I guess more people are getting married at a younger age so it was no big deal to them.
After that I met marc fi and eugene for russell peters!!!! it was sooooo fricking hilarious. hahah. i laughed so much i was practically crying la. haha. and i had to pee damn badly! thanks marc for the ticket:) And yes after that I went over to Borgo for christine's birthday dinner! i was only in time for the last dish. the beef. haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISSIE! yea so i went go 7/11 to get mash potatoes and nice krenie dropped me home.

mon : frisbee! haha. I was totally useless to the team. pathetic me couldn't take the sun. anyways well done team!!!!!! Goo teaaaaam!:) haha. yea but i was totally like tired and shit after that i just cabbed home. and yes it took up my entire day.

tues : 3 meetings consecutively. followed my joan's little dinner for TEAM ROYAL at turquoise blue. lovely place:) HAppy birthday joanie poanie:)

wed : stay home day. was feeling rather sick after joanie's birthday. tried to decide on my AS individual assignment. was totally unproductive. ended up feeling damn grumpy cos my throat was annoying me. BUT well i still agreed to go for mambo. haha. it was fun! went with the s*u pals and krenie joined for a bit. introduced her to my frens. she thinks they are all damn nice! yay! haha. thanks to her i finally got to try bellinnis. champagne is just the bestest alcohol ever la. and yea i met weiren the MONKEY haha who made me squeeze thru the mass of slimy bodies for NOTHING. haha Belinda you better go with us the next time.

thurs : had a lot of trouble waking up. and it didnt help that i had meetings from 1pm to 9pm nonstop! wanted to die. okay la i had a half an hour break somewhere. then dinner with the MA project grp ! got home at like 1130pm. was a day.

fri : had an interview for BGS. then i met sarahchan FINALLy. that smelly sweetpea of mine. haha. she curled her hair for fun. miss that beanstalk. haha. then it was birthday celebrations for joanie at jumbo seafood! thanks for the treat hon. then guess where we went?!!! TIMRBEEEEEE. long time no see you my dear timbre. hahhaa. kren was swooning over ngak. my do i miss that place. yea then nice krenie sent us all the way home again. kren is the nicest person ever: )

sat: cell grp which was almost the whole afternoon. stayed home for family dinner cos mymom was complaining i hadnt' eaten home for so long.

sun: church. followed by proj mtg in school till 5pm! what a way to spend a sunday. yea then dinner with the family at P.S cafe! finally got to try that place. the food is so-so. but the dessert's quite good! the banana crumble's pretty damn good.
and now i'mhome. i should go bathe and then try to figure out how to do my AS individual assignment cos i heard i'm supposed to let my prof vet it by this coming week. God help me!

okay bye! :)

2006-10-07T01:42:00.000-07:00

heyy!! i'm damnnnn happy because.....................................
MA quiz and STATS mid term are OVER . yes u heard that O-V-E-R!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
stats was brain cell consuming and shoulder acking neck pain etc. 2hrs in the conference hall in that same position ain't any good for you. For those of you who are in block A I wish you luck and hope that you do NOT get my professor .. or you can be a poor thing like me and not do well in stats. so far i've been below the mean for both my first 2 assignments. GREAT! and my friends are all under this other prof and none of them can help me with my stuff.. WHY? cos its just too damn hard. HAHA.
whatever. mid term break is here!!! actually not much of a break cos i'll prob be going back to school almost every day. stewpid project meetings. acks.
and in like 5 mins I've gotta give tuition .zzzz. what a way to kick start the mid term break :(
nvm later there's chris' birthday party!

bbqqqqqqqq! i can't wait to eat corn. i hope they bbq the corn. yumyum.
to the mggirls! have fun without me tonight :(
and guess what my happening ftb is having a mooncake, star gazing thing going on at is it sentosa or esplanade tonight. waaaah. so sad i've got to miss it :(

okay my kids are gonna be here anytime so here's good bye!

lesley- hahah i can see you really like snow petrol a lot! and yes they rock! you know what? even my daddy lovesssss chasing cars! HAHA. cool right.

euphe- saralow87@hotmail.com
the pic is in my sister's com. once i get it from her ill send to you okay ?i hope she didnt delete it though =/

2006-10-03T05:51:00.000-07:00

We'll do it all
Everything On our own
We don't need Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time Chasing cars
Around our heads I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

love this song.
i can just listen to it over and over again.

i've been having very busy weekends. so much so that i barely have anytime to touch my books. the most i get is like 2 hrs or sthmg. and the worst part is that when I have the chance to study I end up falling asleep. I've returned to JC days when I need like 10 million hours of sleep and 8/9 hours are never enough.

October is seriously the birthday month. theres like at least someone's birthday once a week! this week theres like 3 persons!
SO okay happy birthday to jeremy, sarahchian, mindy, ruth, chinta, chris, joan, christine, denisefok and schan. wa! so many!

i attended a wedding over the weekend. and after that I felt like getting married. HAHA. just too bad there aren't any potential grooms. OWELLS. I realise I always get teary eyed when people talk about their family or watch any movies/scenes that involve family like (CRASH!)
so when the couple thanked their parents i was well getting kinda teary. Shit i bet when i get married my make up would be all smudgy hahaha.

on and exciting thing i must share!
: My ftb booked a hotel room to celebrate sarahchian's birthday! it was damn fun! jayson and kinky serenading us, paul the bartender, me the DJ! haha, lynette the photographer, claire the mastermind and of cos sarah our ditz queen. Haha. they are like the nicest people alive!

so anyhows schools been pretty alright i guess. got a bit adjusted to the system. but then I was getting too comfortable and did not realise that midterms were like next week (this was last week) haha. so now i need to cram everything. my stoopid stats paper is on a saturday. great isn't it?

anyways getting lazy
so I'll update another time.

love you all
:)

i guess i'm one of the best matchmakers in town. at least something good comes out of it all.

kick ass

2006-09-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

if only we could have fun every day. and do stupid things and pretend the rest of the world does not exist.

its like knots.

whatever.

i'm weird.

have you ever felt like saying a whole load of things

but nothing seems to come out of that opened mouth of yours?

i feelmessyhazy i don't know.

maybe its just PMS.

yea blame it on PMS.

ignore me please.

school tmw.

6 hrs of lesson straight.

wish me luck.

2006-09-10T00:21:00.000-07:00

hi pals blogger sucks. i wanted to post more pictures but looks like thats all i can! and i can't seem to write captions for the last photo owells. Anyways .. here are somepictures to let you knnow what i've been up to and the new people i've met and all! But first .. my new pals can meet my old pals! (actually they don't know this blog address I think haahaha too embarrassing to tell (shut up karen lim mei xian!) so well you guys get to meet them! the pictures are just during all the farewell gatherings and the freshmen bash.

enjoy ..

love slowziewozie:)

this is my smelly baby who use to go around AC with me.. do stupid things like run down the corridors.. pop our heads up and down the glass panels of lecture halls (w/o realising the rest of the LT besides our friends can see how retarded we look!).. going to the toilet together and do our businesses together hehe.. do retarded dances ................ well here's us being our stoopid selves! HA HA sara(h)'s ROCKKKK! ;)

(okay sorry this is like a whole write up on my AC days .. i just miss it terribly!)

these are retarded us being blindfolded for our surprise! hahah. still can take pictures! tsk.
kungfu masters wannabe HAHAHHAH they shall remain annon
my retard mg girls! love you guys!

OKAY .. my old friends .. meet my new friends !

this is my Ftb !
AC united!
asoc pals! my asoc again plus yasmins frens.

whirlwind

2006-09-02T03:09:00.000-07:00

hi hi yes I KNOW I haven't blogged in ages.
I've been extremely busy. Haha. Yea the last two weeks before school started I was busy with camp and trying to go out with as many people as possible before they ALL fly off and leave me all by MYSELF in small miserable singapore. boohoo* SO much so that I kinda fell a little sick on the week before school buttttttt it was all worth it.

So SHULING, IZZY and WAIMAY have left. Next are the UK people DOREEN,JAS and BEV. Poor oldlonelyslow. =(
I've been going to the airport and will be going to it wayyyyyyy toooooo often. all you stupid people should just stay. BAHS.

So when shu left it was really quite emo. SORRY GUYS! heh. I told shuling I probably won't cry when she leaves cos I've never cried when anyone has left before. BUT well me and my brilliant ideas ... I did this loveactually cum 10thingsIhateabout you stunt and made myself shu and everyone else cry. :( I missss my miss sum.
Then there was izz. this time less emo. Maybe cos it was too early in the morning (4AM!), or maybe cos izz was being her bubbly happy self. I dunno. but i DO miss her.
Waimay left when I was in camp. sorry babe I couldn't come! hope you're having a blast!

So besides all these sent offs, SCHOOLS started! just in case you're my friend and you don't know where I'm studying(shame on you!) but I'm in SMU.
Everythings been a whirlwind (drama I know but it really feels like it)
I had a bad start to the first day in school, being late for class and having to run from city hall mrt to SESS (which is at the dohbyghaut side!) in my jeans and jacket I was sweating like a mad pig. Also, not knowing a any one at all on my first day of school. Computer couldnt switch on, had to go to CIT. Was still sick (stupid dry cough) and I coughed till I was all red and tearing like a baby. WONDERFUL START HUH??????????????

But well, about not knowing anyone part, I guess it was a goood thing in some way. Cos thats how I started making new friends, randomly introducing myself to new ppl. (sometimes you have to do these things) . Hanging out with my Asoc friends. And then met a new OG and now we're ALL PALS! yea! happy family hahahaha. its cool.

But I'm still quite overwhelmed by everything. I'm behind schedule in my reading. For eg. I haven't started on my MA (unless you count two pages when I'm supposed to have read 3 chapters!!!!). Theres BGS TWO (freaking) THOUSAND case analysis which I haven't even started research on. Theres the stupid online forum which I have yet to read other ppl's posts and post one myself.. AS argument.. etc etc etc.
GREAT HUH!!!

some highlights of my week -

KREN coming by my house in her sexyaudi to bring joan and I on a SPINNNNNNN.!!!!
spontaneous things like these are just great to help relieve all the stresses from school.

SMU BASH! and the pageant to support our dear Ryan.
honestly, it was quite Boring....... BUTthanks to the company it was pretty fun! At one point in time I had my FTB (freshmanteambuilding) campmates, My Ac girlfriends and my Asoc group all in the Retro room at the same time! SOOO fun to see everyone at the same time and let myfriends meet my other friends. :)

Lastnights farewell dinner planned by JAS DOREEN AND BEV for us girls who were staying back in Singapore. YEa it should have been the other way around. haha. but they are soooooo damn sweet. !! haha bev picked us up from town, made us blindfold ourselves and we headed off to her condo where they prepared this candle-light, romantic song atmosphere haha and we even had a 3 course meal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks babes":):)

Yah so really Thank God he's seen me these past two weeks of school. I miss my JC friends soooo much though. Hope to see everyone soon!
make time for sloooooow please! actually on my part i should too. oops.

Okay I'll post again soon! and if you want any pictures tellme on msn! i'll send them to you. cos i'm kinda lazy to post. but i'll post like a few now....

2006-08-03T22:21:00.000-07:00

err I think there's sthmg wrong with my blog. I can't seem to be able to put up pictures!
Owells. Do it another time then.
Anyways I'm soooooo happy. Cos after ASOC camp my stupid ACER computer sorta crashed agaiN! And i thought I only saved some pictures to my harddrive buuuuuuuuutGUESS WHATTT I saved it all to my harddrive !! so I didnt' lose mynew pictures. :):):)

Anyways I think today was a terrible tuition day. I got SOooooo irritated with my kid. Seriously. I wanted to strangle him I tell you. He got like 14 out of 55 marks for problem sums! and it isn't even challenging sums! its like the PSLE easy standard! WAAAA I raised my voice at him soo many times cos he always gives me the SAME excuse like how his aunty at home is damn noisy or his cousin always talks to him so he can't concentrate properly and all the jazz. *@()*$(_*Q@$_(

but after tuition I always give him a big smile and let him read my newspapers (yes he chooses that over TV!) and I give him chocos/candies now and then. So at least he doesnt think I'm so evil. HAH.

Glad its over.
My brother is cooking dinner tonight But i'm going out for dinner. bah So i don't get to taste his cooking.

Anyways I just realise I'm gonna be damn busy next week! like on monday I've got double tuition and tuesday in the evening ii've gotta go to church , stay overnight and only come home in the evening the next day. And then following that i've got camp for the next 3 days.
I'm sooo gonna miss my bed. OH BTW haha I bought EAR PLUGS. HO. cos during ASOC camp two boys were snoring sooooooo loudly I didn't sleep at all during the first night. The 2nd night someone was damn loud too but I think cos I was sooooo tired already I konked off.

ok i'm going off to bathe now. TATA!
slowzers: )

2006-08-03T21:54:00.000-07:00

A Peek into what I've been up to in the month of July.. And since everyone's been bugging for pictures they are here! you can copy all you want. ha. one swimming day at Izz's house....

ballerinas wannabe HAHA

getting ready for lunch HAHA with our Terribly blown hair

HAHAHA sarahchan's sooo cool in her shades. she kept trying to make me swim but well being the lazy ass me i just kept heading for the shallow area to lie down.

shoops at my place in the ATTEMPT to swim (yea know EXERCISE haha)

Doreen. Supper at Al zah and then I was the light bulb with the Two couples. zzz

Sara/Bel At Mac Cafe It was Nacho Libre Day and Bel hated it. HAHA

steph/charms/rachyap/slow (The pathetic turnout for Hockey gathering HAHA) BUT its was still a good time of catching up:) and it was the day i dressed like a weird ass.

kreno/shums/me at TEA PARTY
Linday and myself at starbucks. missed you!
Laura/cel/slow/joans/mints/kren The Day CEL got Baptised! :)
chris/schan/cel/slow/izz/bex the day we watched Just my Luck (HAHA)

sail away.

2006-08-03T03:42:00.000-07:00

my FAVOURITE picture!!!! HAHAHA. So SEXXYAYYE

thats lloyd and ryan

the girllies! stupid faces

the boysss floured faces

ALLLLLLLL OF US ;)

hey there! my apologies for not updating for so long.
To be honest, I am very (x10000000000000.......------------------------------->) tempted to change my blog address since well i'm quite embarrassed by it and friends like karenlim never hesitate in teasing me about it. yea know ceramic bowl and all that sh*t. Haha. but yes i know she has no evil intentions, RIGHT?

haha.yah. like whenever someone goes oh so whats ur blog address ? I'll be like errrrr, I sms you ok ? Haha. but ayes I kinda like this blog cos it reminds me of good ole JC days which I terribly miss. So i guess i'll stick it out ?

SO what have I been up to all this time ?
I didnt update because I went to lovely Europe for 3 weeks in June and when I returned my precious ACER (haha sorry to all the ACER LAPTOP USERS) crashed!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lost ALL my pictures. Those that held oh-so fond memories. OWELLL. what to do. Yup. And when my computer was finally repaired, I lost all desire/urge whatever to blog.

Basically I've just been giving tuition to some Indo kid every single morning (mon-fri) yes what a torture to wake up early everyday. And then I spend the rest of my day out. Also, recently, I've been living a rather SLOW-paced lifestyle, I haven't shopped (yes well done! ) watched a couple of movies but most of my outings are TEA in the afternoon and lazing in the pool. I LIKE.

Yah and OF COS not forgetting ASOC CAMP. which was prettty fun. But I enjoyed myself most during KTVVVV (on the last night ) hahah. Felt as though everyone was a lot more warmed up to each other. And I must say that I really like my OG quite a bit! haha. And I've got a new girl pal and the group always teases us saying we're inseparable and in our own world and shit but whatever haha we just tell them they aren't as interesting as ourselves. HAHA.
yah its pretty unlike any OG I've been in. LIke my J1 OG, I don't even talk to anyone from it anymore. and j2 well haha i think its only marc that i talk to Haha (aren't u honoured!) but I do bump into a handful now and then. Oh and I dont even talk to shane (my partner) anymore man! Haha.
yup.
I was just telling Bel the other day that Uni really does make you step out of your comfort zone. cos like all your AC/MG friends aren't around anymore. You don't walk around seeing familiar faces, having ppl go HI SLOW! jump on you and drag you around and all that. And it does feel a little funny not being called SLow anymore HAHa. stupid i know. OWELLS> thats part of growing up!

Andddddd lately i've been annoying myself going into some stupid emo period. must be Pms. what else can I blame it on ? I mean I had sudden urges to play street fighter in the arcade to let out steam. sthmg must be wrong!
owelllllllllllls i really hope i get pass it QUICCCCCCk

ok dinner time. i'll post pictures next time!

lucky!

2006-06-02T21:15:00.000-07:00

HIIII. okay HI. LIFE'S PREEEEDIEE GOOD, somewhat. I mean duh there are those sucky horrid periods which I don't wish to remember but other than that I've been quitee haiiirpee.

I'm starving and I just found out my greeeeeedy family members stole my MARSHAMARSHMELLOW flavour BEN N JERRYs! GRRRRR. And I didn't even get to try a bite of it cos the 3 fat pigs ate the whole tub! wth!

okk soo many things have happened during these 2 plus weeks! I don't know where to start updating from!
anyways cos i've got very little time on this computer. I still need to research more about the places i'm visiting in europe and my sister wants to use the com too. so its mainly a pictures update time so everyone can take whatever they want while i'm gone. yuuuuup. haha. soooooooo getttt readyyyyy for a milllion gazillion peeectures!

There was

aunty popo's 80th birthday celebrations at Wan Hao/marriots

food was pretty damn good. sharks fin, peking duck, prawns you know the typical chinese dinner. typing it makes my mouth water already. haha. and the celebration was nice , cosy and simple. 3 tables in a private room. with one of her church's pastor's leading us in a time of worship, singing her favourite songs.

daddy giving his speach/ table setting with our names(mine was spelt wrongly!)/rach and i

Then there was the 2nd celebration at Le grandeur/national stadium PlEASE do NOT eat there. the food is really really quite terrible. The only thing I enjoyed were the escargots. Yah we had dinner with uncle jeff's family so it was a night of playing with the hyperactive kids. Ok, just amos he simply can't sit still.

thats the wholle lotta us/amos and i (see how cheeky he is!)

MOMMIES BIRTHDAYYYYY at marriots again. haha we love that place man.
look at the cake I got her!!!! I had to walk damn far just to get it ! :)
love you momsie.

CASS'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!

casswass and i/ birthday girl and the damn cute (thanks! haha) balloon I gave her
well I missed cass's party because of family dinner but then the next day we were to the esplande for another celebration which is FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! whyyyyyy because we rode the RIVERBOAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. it was hilarious. we were taking tons of pictures like tourists (too bad I didn't bring mine), and sang all the gayyy songs like backstreets back! hahaha the couple who rode with us didn't seem to plese cos we were spoiling the romantic atmosphere. but whatever! haha. it was damn fun. !!

LOVE MG! with steph bel joan and kren who was playing the piano on stage

us in good ole mg/ us in the cab on the way to check out the midnight sales

CLASS OUTING! with toooscsixxxx

connie (from HK!)me and del/del my hottie mama and i/the whoooole class! (not quite but ya)
we watched Xmen3 which was not bad! And I didnt' catch the first two.

AYe my memory fails me. sooo I'll just update you with what I did when work ended!!!!!!
DAY ONEEEE!
I had dinner at nydc with my twooooo favourite working pals shermaine and justine!!! we're the dessert cravers and theres always room for dessert even after eating lots and lots and lots. thats why we get along sooooooowell. hahah and our favourite game is minesweepers. hur.

thats michelle my favourite senior who treated me twice (how generous!) / thats shermaine justine and myself
will miss them much! :(

DAY TWO:
Facial after a million years. And it took like 2 and a half hrs so I had to make kren wait for me! then SHOOPPPPPPPING with krennnnnnie. she bought me my belated birthday present. thank you thank you thank you. :)
then we headed down to her house to meet up with shums and cel. just catching up, dinner and of cos MARIO TIMEEEEE. played mario tennis. hahahaha. i really suck at computer games lah. but whatever i always have fun playing even though i always lose. hahah.
and yes we made our own ringtone -stand by me hooho. and our own morning alarm. it was hilarious. hahahaha. i'll let you hear it next time.

DAY THWEEEEEEE
Swedish massage with momsie while my sister tried facial. haha. it was my belated surprise present from my mom. well nothing much to explain. massage = shioooooook. haha

then after dinner I met steph grace denise bev . time of jokes(ahem dirty haha) and well just good catching up at thai express
thennn after that getting ready to mmmammmmmbobaby. hahahaha
joan and i just went nuts with shu's cool boots and shades hahahahhaa. freaking funnny lah.
and mambo was fuuuuun. though i must go learn the actions properly next time. haha. and we had free champagne which like apple juice and i really liked it a lot. haha.

DAY FOOOOOOUR
pig cel refused to get up. but eventually she did and we only left her house for town around 5 plus pm. we were too sleepy so we just sat at coffee club for an early dinner. everyone go try their new beef daube!! its nice!!!! i like. beef, mushrooms, mashpotatoes. *slurps* and of cos muddymudpie which im sure the whole world has eaten. still my all time favourite mudpie.

DAY FIVE
out with belinnnnnnda.
joined by doreen then crystal then sarahrahrah aka miss busy who only has time for a 45 min dinner with me haha. then we went for ACS Idol. i though ahem joseph was damnn charmingggg when he sang heeeheeeee. seriously. hahha. ok enough.
aiyar but of cos no one can compete with my sarahchan shes the best i'm her biggest fan hahahah. now you owe me a CD for all this publicity OK!!!!!!! haha.
joined izz cel shu for 15 mins before i got my dad to pick my sis and I up from holland v.
spent the night talking to my darlinggg bestfriend. :)
no picture with miss bel cos stoopid girl brought a camera out without her battery! haha

okay friends.
this is it.
i'm leaving on a jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
ok la i know in about 2 plus weeks time.
for now don't have too much fun okay!!!!!!!!! cos i'll miss everyoneeeeeeee:)

out
sara:)

2006-05-13T23:12:00.000-07:00

so the long weekend was good . went home during lunch time from work on thursday. poped two pink panadols and slept the afternoon away without lunch. had mentoring at night and pearly was running all over the place. as usual. but was quite fun. we play gangster pool during which we just whacked our sticks against all the poor balls till a few even flew off the table!

friday morning. woke up damn early for mel's bro's wedding! weddings are nice. :) congrats to the koh familY! first time @ a catholic wedding. they have more rites like they even have holy communion.

then over to cel the belle's hse . woke up the smelly woman who refused to get up. went for lunch with her momsie at united square. then got dropped off in town. shopped. actually cel shopped i just watched her try stuff most of the time. haha miss shopaholic. i was getting quite dizzy from all the shop lights. cos i woke up sooo damn early and i didn't sleep that early. but i bought my mom's birthday cum mothers day present. quite broke now. haha. yes i really am. yups. we walked quite a bit and i was getting blisters! we had tea @ cedele's where we were taking the embarrassing shots you see below with MR SLOW (my future husband haha) and cel's cheesecakee. nvm all for the sake of love, right ms celA ? haha yah we had dinner at bakers inn which SUCKED. the mushroom pasta was so terrible. yuck. i ate all the mushrooms and left behind the pasta. haha. but it was great catching uppp with miss chic fuzion HAHA : ) later around 10 went down to timbre to meet the mg gang . i sat with my back facing the band the whole night lah! haha. tits went up to play the guitarr wa he's seriously damn good. haha.

shit i realise my blogging is damn boring. i'm damn bored blogging all this. but i had fun just that i'm DAMNNN tired right now and its showing in the way i blog.

like on sat morning my cell member came and rang the doorbell so damn earlllllllly at 930!!!!!!!! and i was stillll sleeeeeeeping. after cell i met joans and cass to shop again. anways i tried the fried mars bar cos lindy keeps raving about it in her blog i just HAD to try it. BuT omg LINDY i had diarrhoea after that lah. went cass and i were on the bus to weiren's hse for the bbq i had to alight at al ahzar at use the clinic's toilet! was so horrible. i felt sooo sick. oh and i've got an ulcer from last nights bbq. heh. i'm damn heaty man. oh but the food was pretty good manm i must say. esp the chickeeeennnn and CORRRRRN.

ANYWAYS HAPPPPPPY MOTHERS DAYYYYYY to ALL THE MOMMMMMMMMMIES out there. especially to MY mommy. my mom IS the BEST. the one who tolerates all my shit and yet loves me all the same. shes my hero: )

ok i'm goona stop blogging. will blog another time when i'm in the mood. noww i just wanna go to sleeeeeep. OH haha guess what my mom decided she didnt want me to cook STEAK for mothers day anymore. we're going out for diner. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
die i tell you if i cook everyone surely will get stomach ache.

ok bye!

cass.joanie.me

the girls hahahah christtina looks damn odd. haha oddball

getting cosy there jas haha

gracie.matts from the table behind.me

my babe and i

bev and jas look A BIT mad only hahaha

pffft! me.inezz

bel.me.doreen

cel giving me her heart haha

this is the heart

now i'm eating cel's heart. yum

this is mr slow

i heart mr slow

mr and mrs slow love each other. mucks. HA HA

i lub my baby girl.

seeing double?

bea.mandy.mel.sara (i'm the only non-green!)

sister of the groom and i :)

amazing Grace

2006-05-01T04:39:00.000-07:00

sis and I at slomn court. i look bad eeyer maybe cos i'm so rundown.

God really works in amazing ways. he gave me all my 1st choices for all 3 universities. : ): )
what more could i ask for ?

thats why i kept telling myself not to care about whatever the future holds cos God is in control :)

may day

2006-05-01T03:28:00.000-07:00

hellllllllo everybardy.

wah my cold got worse over the weekend. felt so sick but thankfully i feel much better today. maybe cos i got nearly 12 hrs of sleep. *bravo*
so friday after cell party my family and i had a late dinner (8pm is quite late for us) ha at crystal jade. i kept insisting on eating at the normal crystal jade not the shanghainese one cos i just ate that with mel and anyways i was feeling sick so i wanted porridge. BUT guess what!
the were sold out of congee?!! how's the possible! like EVERY single type. so in the end we ordered dishes. but i don't regret it cos dinner was soooooo damn good. EVERYBODY WHO LOVES MUSHROOOOOms please try the sauntee mushroom + beef dish its pretty damn goood. ya and the waitress introduced us to some cod fish and tofu dish which wasn't in the menu which was yum yum too and well the very chinese me Always needs her double-boiled soupp . :) then we went to pick my sister from victoria concert hall. i think my sister really needs to learn to NOT make ppl wait! we always lecture her for doing so but it NEVER getss stuck in her head. even when we told her " we're along the mainroad we can't just stop here" she still takes her own sweet ti me!!!!!! and plus that night i wasn't feeling well so i really wanted to go home to sleep. bahs.

next day church. i spent almost my whole day in church cos there was M & M (mingle and munch) and i was one of the "friendly persons"!
so there was "briefing" for during 3rd service haha which was more of a time of chatting with others and a time of pray :) yah then eric (ya like omg i just realise only then that Eric was the SAME eric working in PWC!) he hasn't turned up for our raffles lunch club so I haven't met him. then he suddenly went " heyy don't tell me you're the Sara working in pWC!" then he went on about stupid vincent's emails that all the raffles lunch clubbers read TOO. Eric was like " you could sue him for the emails he sents man!" TOTALLY. ok i don't make sense. whatever. haha.

ya so eric and I had to stand outside the sanctuary after 3rd service and go up to all the ppl age b/w 18-25 and invite them for M& M! i felt so nervous when the whole Sea of congregation emerged from the sanctuary! like left right everywhere! haha and i was worried i would ask ppl from the wrong age gap! and i DID! haha so embarrassing. there was this lady who looked rather young from far but only when i approached her did i realise she was prob 30 or sthmg!!! but i already started talking. haha. thankfully she said she couldn't. *phew*
yah M&M was great! got to know this ex-acjc girl who just graduated from NTU mass com. we were talking about all the AC teachers like Lim seeeepoy. hahahaha legendary guy yeaaaaaa. hahhaah. he always calls me the "mgs girl!" there was once I bumped into him in the canteen and kept calling me the mgs girl . then his ex-student who was with him went " sir! i think you're scaring the girl!" HAHA.
yah the girl told me how when mr lim taught their class he wrote down all the names of the girls in his class and then announced that everyday they will take turns to be his girlfren! eww. haha.

yah anyways after M&M i wanted to go home to rest but ahh decided to be nice and help christine shop for shoes at far east. haha besides we were getting a lift and sheltered from the heavy rains so went along. was a great time esp when we were at ya kun. when christine andy joel and i were interrogating Poor serena. HAHHHAA. dammnnn funny.
yupp went home for dinner and my dearest mommy cooked my fav mushrrrrrrrroooooooooooms. *whhheeeeee*
at night i watched the sweetest thing with my dad while my mom was sleeping next to me haha she was damn funny cos she kept waking up in her sleep and talked to us then went back to sleep again.

TODAY was a public holiday YESSSSSSS! i L-O-V-E public holidays. slept till 12 plus . went for lunch with the family at Slomn court (haha cel's fav place) haven't been there since i was in pri school! actually it reminds me a bit of " gill house" . is that how its spelt? can't remember. now they only open it to NUS ppl how annoying. i miss that place. i always drank the mushroom soup there. and there was a small arcade there too! yah then came home rest a while then caught Sentinel withmy daddy. came home for dinner and mommy cooked my fav mushrooms again! haha. ever since a levels mushrooms have become daily fixes.
yumyum yum.

tonight theres my favourite show PRETTY WOMANNNNNNNNN. but its at ELEVEN Pm . so annoying. why couldn't there show it at 730? why show harry potter!!

anyways its back to WORK tmw. i'm so sick of it. please let me QUITTTTT. i'm really tired of work. i just wanna sleep and sleep and sleep even more. ha ha. pig.

ogay shall blog surf a bit then go shower.
byee=)

mints- yaa i misssss you tooo. hurry come homeeee. to rainy spore! haha hopefully by then the sun will be out!

give thanks in everything.

2006-04-29T03:24:00.000-07:00

this week there was a change of plans. i usually refuse to step out of the house till friday night then i go out on sat and sun and then back to mon when i refuse to budge again.

This week well i went for hip hop on tues which wasn't THAT tiring but cos of the bus journey home after well it made it pretty exhausting. haha mints don't think i 'm sexy when i dance man hahahha ok maybe the only thing that might move is my ass hahahahaha but anyways you can join the class when you come back to spore! its pay per lesson kinda thing?

Yah on wed it was SURPRISE party for waimay who well haha wasn't with us for dinner cos she made plans with her mommy! wanted to go home to rest cos i was feeling achey and feverish all day but decided to stay on a while to catch up with the rest. steph inez grace and i couldn't flag a cab so in the end we all hopped onto 171 and on the way back they well were tempted by icecream so haha i went along. thats why my dinner for that night was - two xiao long paos, tinytiny bowl of noodles (thank bev) , mudpie from island creamy shared with inez, a banana and half a papaya. yes i didn't eat my maggie mee in the end cos it was 10 plus when i got home.

was on MC on thursday cos i felt quite bad. had a slight fever. spent most of my day drifting in and out of sleep. then in the afternoon i had diarrhoea! bahs. shitted like 5 times. had mentoring at night. i'm so glad pearly is getting nicer (: she talked to me and shirley about her teachers in school while she copied her chinese homework. (which i obviously cldnt help her with)

on friday i shitted like 4 more times. my ass was hurting like crazy! it hurt the whole day even until i went to sleep lah! I met Mel for dinner who hahaha i found out had diarrhoea too only the poor baby had to go to the toilet like 9 times on thursday and 5 times on friday. we're the toilet heros man. HUR. (oops sorry for the details )dinner at crystal jade andddddddddd smart us forgot to draw money as in really forgot annnnnnd mel wanted to treat me but the posb machine was out of money ! so of cos UOB my fav bank haha was reliable as usual. so it was quite embarrassing sitting there with no money . i called like the whole world to see if anyone was in town.
ya then mel found chuin to get money to give to me. yupyupp such a long story...... haha
sooo thanks mel THE END>!
well then her parents gave me a lift home and she came by to pick up her excel products hahah

yup slept early last night. and this morning i woke up with a TERRIBLE throat . it was so damn painful. oh yea i dreamt of hockey last night. i forgot to bring my shoes, shinpads, socks stick blah blah for training! what i brought was a swimming cap and tennis racket! so retarded!
haha. yea then i drank lots of fluids and my throat felt better. gave tuition to this sec2 kid who was pretty damn obedient i was surprised! esp since it was a boy! i gave him almost 2 hrs tuition cos i lost track of time! time really passed so fast! like when i taught his cousins last time i wanted to vomit blood cos they would run around my living room and go I wanna go home! and i had to bribe them with food! so goooood! (:

then i rushed to prepare sandwiches cos serena came so late! tsk. my mom was teaching me how to slice bread properly cos she kept saying i lleft marks /impressions on the bread.
anyway cell party was GREAT!
games were hilarious and fun / worship + sharing was good / then we had the invited guests to wash our new CG leaders feet -> CG leader wash assistant leaders feet / assit leaders wash our feet and we cell members took turns to wash each others .. just the way jesus wash his disciples' feet! yah then foooooooooooooood! i was like glued to jackie's fondue!
i wanna get one toooo. wa i really ate non stop ! marshmellows GRAPES STRAWBErRYs apples yum yum yum. hahah. serena was saying i was part of the furniture cos i just stood there eating non stop hahahah.

WELL anyway the stupid function room aircon was so damn cold it left me with a runny nose! ugh. its like these stupid small "sicknesses" one after another. bahs.

waiting for my parents to come home to go for dinner. i 'm not hungry though cos i ate so much just now.. curry chicken was good. heh.

ok i think i shld shower quite smellllllllllly.

2006-04-25T20:28:00.000-07:00

grace/denise/alicia/mich/mints/sue : thanks :) :)

lindy: next week go out ok. i'm gonna msg you soon. :)

anon: well it depends on your condition and your preference in treatment.
for myself I go to FIL (i'm sure you've seen adverts on tv and in the papers. no?) . they don't believe in using light to sort of "kill" the acne/pimples. they think my skin's too young for that. so they use "am peels" (not sure how its spelt) its chemicals mainly. and theres porcelain mask blah blah all that.

I heard that sk-2 and bioskin use the light machine thing or sthmg?

also it depnds on how much you wanna pay. mines rather pricey gonna stop after i complete my 20 treatments. i think? but my makeup artist during prom recommended this lady at parkway (which is pretty damn far for me) whos only 50 bucks and all her brides go to her. I MIGHT go to her later on.

HOWEVER, honestly you can't just have facials for ur face condition to improve. you need to repair internally as well. drink all the cleansing stuff? h0rmone regulation plays a part too. and of cos exercise ha ha which i'm so guilty of not doing.

(oh no sorry i think i was rambling on and on. heh. oops)

anyhows picture of me and izz after our hip-hop dance class! yes i'm fnally moving that ass of mine.

for now adios!

oh and yes of cos HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAIMAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!

JESUS CHRIST IS our vision

2006-04-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

friday night i went to nus cultural centre to watch my meimei's dance performance. it was not bad the only problem was that it was cultural dance night so well being cultural you'll have all the different dance groups ! and there were soo many indian dances! as in seriously it was quite entertaining initially but soon everything looked and sounded (the music) sounded the same! and i was sooo sleepy so i was rather figidty hoping not to fall asleep. i think their chinese dance is good though! haha. the dancers are all so slender! OH and the guys! they can dance! haha.
anyways i think thats the nicest looking part of nus.
later my parents dropped me off at holland v and i cabbed over to timbre to meet the girls. i think we're getting quite bored of timbre cos the band is too loud and no one can hear anyone talking! yah then later on it rained! thankfully we left the place in time and was heading towards chijmes whenn this guy approached us and went " are you girls all above 18?" us" yea!" him" ohh good! " starts distributing flyers. me" miss singapore! ha haha!" then later he handed the whole stack to kren and said to distribute to all our friends! wth!

saturday morn i almost died cos i cldn't wake up but my nicesweetcel actually woke me up at 9am! haha cos i didnt know how to use my hp alarm but myvery nice mommy sent me all the way to facial! i didn't even know she was intending to send me cos when she dropped my sis off at NJ i got off too! haha so retarded cos i got back in again. yea after facial i went shoopping! bought err stuff i don't usuallybuy. check them out soon..... HA HA.

then there was cell group! zy made us use chocolates/skittles/timeout each representing love faith hope and to rank them according to which we thought was most impt.

after cell quick shower then headed down to national library! dinner at hans corn beef sandwiches which didn't satisfy izz and i so we ate ham sandwich after. we watched fundoshi!!! hahahah. quite entertaining. i really think the fattest one is damnn funny . and when he stripped his fats were jiggling like crazy hAhahahha.
oh and it was quite funny cos there was this "red light" signal to indicate to the audience when there will be more well "r-21" scenes haha

then we had our little adventure down to arab street! saw for the first time what "shisha" was. but the shop kren went to before was closed so in the end we went to look for my shop instead! lipstick bandit which was rather disappointing. mich! i found it! but aye really got nothing much only the accessories were nice.

this morning church! ayes i wanted to invite everyone to church cos pastor chung kai was preaching but i forgot it was today! and sermon was good.
*JESUS CHRIST IS our vision*

for lunch went all the way to rivervalley to satisfy my bakuteh cravings but aye wasn't good! owells. then went down to lido shopped around with the family. oh and i treated the family to coffee at tcc! had my nice nice toasted hazelnut latte. i 'm finally liking tcc. just don't drink their cold/blended coffee drinks! then we caught 16 blocks. it was ok not bad but not all that fantastic. i think firewall was better.

dinner at chinatown. ate at some cantonese restaurant. which has dropped in standard but the price has gone up! we met another family for dinner. the one who's taking care of my bro in holland. soo excited i really can't wait for my europe trip. and i can't wait to quit now. i'm so sleepy la can't wake up every morning. buuuuut i have a BIG problem now.. having difficulty in quitting so irritatinggggg. grrrrr.
butt i'm gonna miss my collegues soo much. i keep asking them to skip work together one day and go out instead but i think that will never happen cos they are always soo annoying when we take leave.

ok gota go now . sis needs to use the com. theres apprentice tonight can't wait!
andd ahhh i wanna go play the "fake" stocks on SGX. shall go ask shermaine abt it tmw.. hopefully she knows about it.

and i'm going dancing on tuesdayyy HAHH yea me dancing. ho ho ho.
i hope i'm not too stiff. hur.
kk byeebye

smashing 19th birthday

2006-04-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

Dear ALL
I'm one helluva lucky girl.
I didn't have just one surprise but MANY many surprises this 19th birthday of mine and that is thanks to YOU yes YOU my wonderful sweet friends.

thank you to my collegues, my cell group, my family, my friends and my best budds.
thank you for making my day.. more like days ( ha ha) . AND most imptly, GOD, my father and king.

oh btw the pictures shld be looked at from the bottom so then you can follow the sequence of surprises I got.

TO those who didn't come for my party or didnt see me anytime during my birthday you're SO DEAD! Watch out!

love,
sara to most
shu li to the few
slow to others
slo to even fewer

thanks for making my

birthday such a memorable and HAPPY one !

the mg family(:

ha HA ha the 3 body guards who come faithfully every year for my birthday parties.

stefieewefiiiie soo shhy haha

sarahh miss fair. comebackquick!

gracieewacie missy tennis pal

little miss inez (haha) miss long legs!

itsybitsyyy dancingdiva
(check out joanie in the background ha ha ha)

christinee my boyfren(no?) haha

bexx! check out fred in the background haha

denny forker ha ha my goodolefren

joanie ponie aka hoodsie

shumms thee mums

kreniewormie my one and only!

fifiz muh niecey

schan my smellypea.

<----not forgetting the two partners in crime! ----->

criminal no. 2---->

<----criminal no.1 +both convicted for making my birthday so awesome!+

and of cos the rest of the SURPRISE GANG!

after going down to m1 to get my new baby(samsung d820) i came home to be greeted by mr kwek weiren haha at my lift

strawberry cheesecake with maple walnut icecream in a martini glass!

the very very VERY good dark lave chocolate gateau

the whole family! + aunty popo w/o korkor

lunch with the family @ hangout hotel wild rocket
with mysweeeeetiepie meimei(:

*12 am surprise - my honeybunspumkinpie lovvvver started purring in the darkness of my room when i was just about to fall asleep! hee. * ILOVEYOUSTOOPS*

talk about being funny! my family decided to celebrate a very belated CHRISTMAS with me. HAHAHAHAHA.

(sorry i look rather crazy buttt i was soo HAPPPPy just like mr smiley haha)
nearing 12 am...... my family went crazy!!!!! hahahahaa. the entire house was in darkness.. my daddy in his jammies dressed up as a fairy and my sis took the torch light and told a "story"
ONCE UPON A TIME>> there lived a fairy... and the fairy gave me three wishes! haha
then they led me to my mommy who was sitted at the dining table.
choose- a or b. i chose option a and my mom went, OK! your present is a!!!!!............
DUSTPAN!!!!!!! hhahaha and i received it with my eyes closed. it was hilarious.

me blowing my five cakes hee

*saturday night surprise- dinner @ xo & FIVE slices of cake from coffee bean with the cell(:

*friday night surprise- west side story with the family(:

*thursday my wonderfoool sweeet collegues had a surprise mini celebration for me!!!! thanks for the yummilious cake and present *LOVE YOU ALL* esp jusstine and shermiewermie hahaha

2006-04-09T17:09:00.000-07:00

current status-

obessions-
french plaits
pearly soya milk to de-stress
flipping thru mags/newpapers browsing the net for good eatout places

sinful confessions-
icecream for lunch becos my actual lunch was so horrible I left it half-eaten
ben&jerrys dublinmudslide/coffeecoffee/chocofudgebrownie with daddy

new toy-
MINI debit

looking for-
skinny jeans
sailor-ish shorts
sundresses

wanting to-
sleep in
swim
dance
play paintball
dine in a nice restaurant
fly in a plane

feeling-
tired/dazed
not exactly very happy

woman blues, maybe?

watched-
failure to launch
fragile (HA HA)
inside man
eight below

playing-
take my life by third day

misses-
feeling satisfied
feeling happy for no reason
karen lim meixian who's in boston
and everyone whom i haven't talked to in ages! please stop hibernating!

loves-
God so much.
my wonderful family
my girlfriends
my collegues
my cell

God, be preeminent in my life. don't just have prominence.

passerby- ya i know. thats where I saw it. during my hunt for good food.
wow-its at rochester. my fren says it used to be in Goodwood Park.

YUM

2006-04-02T06:23:00.000-07:00

i want. pleasee?

2006-03-24T06:06:00.000-08:00

tonight can be summed with the word "WOW". I met up with a good ole friend denise fok seok fun (: my pal who's been in my class since p1! (and then our separate ways in JC) haha. it was wonderfool catching up over a SUMPTIOUS dinner. thanks for the great company !
so right we headed to rochester for dinner. I've tried North border before so wanted to try something else. Rochester 1 was full house! sooo we decided why not try the chinese restaurant, MIN JING. anndddd yes everything on the menu was RATHER PRICEY. the sort you'll only eat with your parents and let them pay. haha. BUT we saw a set meal that read " $48 minimum 2 persons" we're like "WOW" not bad. because let me tell you about our dinnerr........................

first course : xiao long pao, mango sauced prawns, honey dew and papaya WOW!second course : sharks fin soup with fish maw WOW!third course : fried chicken with lots of chilli. WOW!
fourth course : abolone, brocolli and mushroom. WOW!fifth course: noodles with beansprouts (can't remember what sauce) WOW!
last course : dessert. - icecream on red bean glutinous ball. WOW WOW WOW!
and then finally. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW WOW WOWOW WOWOWOWOWOOWOWOWOWOWOWWOOWOWOW look at that bill! we got cheated!!!!! we didn't know it was for PER PERSON! *EEKS*
service charge totalled to : $16!!
but nvm, it was all nice and worth every min with my nice friend dennnnise the hotbabe.
thats us at min jiang. love the calligraphy min jiang though i can't make out what its saying! heh

hmms guess this is my first splurge on a meal after my pay and its okay RIGHT? hahaha. though paying nearly 60 bucks for a meal isn't exactly what i was intending especially since I'm making my collegues save me with me by charting down our expenditures everyday.

OH and today was absolutely hilarious. 8 of us ganged up to wear BlACK. HO. the black gang. it was totally utterly embarrassing. hahaha. the min we congregated at the lifts to go for lunch every one started noticing. at PWC entrance, at the traffic light.. in the chinese restaurant someone even went " they are all wearing black! " in chinese. we looked like some backstage crew or well beauticians as justine puts it. HAHHA.
never goona do that again.
ogay sister chasing me off. so tata.

2006-03-20T04:23:00.000-08:00

one of those windswept nights.

can't get enough of you!

too cool for you ? ha ha.

aayush: yes my butler i've been having trouble carrying my handbag lately. need you to come to raffles place and gimme a hand!!!!! NOW. !
shumints!: hii! ni hao ma? hope aussies getting better for you!

2006-03-20T03:38:00.000-08:00

hi ! first up happy belated birthday to my dear fren shups. hope you had a great time. thanks for playing an important role in my JC life and please continue to do so! even if you go overseas while i stay in sunny spore! despite all the ups and downs we're still good friends soo thats great! let's celebrate! hehe. mucholovebabes*

not forgetting to add! thanks for being apart of the happy family! (: affectionately known to others as the B*tterflygang. hur.

HAHA.

2006-03-13T18:07:00.000-08:00

kuofong says:
haha
kuofong says:
sara is very good with the computer
kuofong says:
she seems to be in front of the com the whole day and typing letter quite vigorously...shes so hardworking when it comes to the keyboard haha
when you can't see his plan, trust His Heart, says:
hAHAHAHAHAH
when you can't see his plan, trust His Heart, says:
hahahhaahhahaah
when you can't see his plan, trust His Heart, says:
shit that was damnnnnnn funny

my guess is as good as yours!
go figure.

be spontaneous.

2006-03-09T22:42:00.000-08:00

haha the last i checked I remember that I dreamt that you my mentor called my bestie up at THREE (3) AM in the morning to go drinking. hahha. and my dreams are usually reality. says a lot huh. HAHA. yay gonna see both of you tonight ( :
mosaicmusicfestival here we come!

last night I was telling bel of all the top 3 things i really wanted to do right now
1) get someone who can drive already to go test drive a mini cooper with me! ( i pass the shop everyday on my mrt home ride after work!)
2)cycle through the tulip fields in holland but i guess i'll settle for night cycling
3)go parasailing. (love the thrilling feeling! )

for now, i'll settle for night swimming. joanypony hurry go convince kren!

yesterday was the first time i met my mentee. everybody please pray for her and me. i hope to be her friend soon. =/

my office is gonna have a BBQ thic coming friday to celebrate the first round of e-filing HAHAHAHA. and we get two hours off.
life is good.

everybody should go and try pearly soya milk!! its mel & my fav. haha its dammnn addictive. they are really generous with the pearls. yum.

2006-02-27T16:23:00.000-08:00

bahhbahh- its from fling.
bel- thank you my pig (or shld i say ladybird? haha). *hugs**
puipui- you sillybilly its saralow87@hotmail.com! sheesh haha you wrote it down summore. now you're gonna end up taking to the wrong saralow! haha.

Hi everyone.
Results are out tmw. Theres' so many thoughts going through my mind and the my emotions seem so difficult to handle.
Sunday night/monday morning, I awoke to a bad dream of my a level results. I never really thought it was possible but i dreamt my exact grades and its felt so real. At least I managed to suppress my tears or maybe its just cos my mom woke me up when I was choked in emotions. This horrible dream left the rest of me in a dazed state and well my stomach was in knots. And clever me drunk coffee with an empty stomach (sthmg which I can't take) and i felt so sick after that. I know part of it was psychological but whatever.

Anyways I was a lot better last night.
As I did my quiet time, God really spoke to me. All this while, I've made God so small in my eyes. I kept doubting this almighty power. I know the truth that with GOd all things are possible but I doubted god, I lacked confidence inhim. So last night I was brought back into child like faith again. Of kneeling before the Father In the stillness of my room, crying out to him and surrending all my fears. I knew if I didn't I'll prob die of a nervous breakdown (as dramatic as it may seem) even before the results are out. And after praying, I felt God's peace.
I know that feeling jittery isn't easy to control. but I must continue to remind myself thatI've got the peace of God in my heart! (:

And GOd reminded me of his promise in jeremiah. I still have the verse pasted right on top of my study table. The verse God promised me after prelims.

And a big thank you to DEL(: and to SINGYEE! (my cell leader) for talking to me last night and helping me relax.

I know that the way I'm behaving with regards to the results doesn't give me much right to say anything but guys, take heart. GOd has a plan for everything. And I'm gonna continue to believe in this truth.

When you can't see the plan, Trust His HEART.

2006-02-23T00:29:00.000-08:00

http://kevan.org/johari?name=slow
hi hi please doo this. then i'll update my blog okay? haha promise*

2006-02-02T01:39:00.000-08:00

hi pictures time!
enjoy.

presenting kren + shu + cel with my handmade keychains. haha
they love me so much
look what they did to me

i've got such lovely friends. stuffing me into the trolley sets.

hahahhahhaaa guess who.
*hint* she thinks shes hotter than project runway. damn thickskinned one.

wah kren you're too slow la. slower than slow.

i'll be your hero!! superrrwomen. hyuk.

all of us now. one two three CHEESE> here' s to girlfriends, and nice songs
timber.

with kren. who is so rosy. and her eyes are smaller than mine and her skin is like tofu.

this is cel. my friend who's ultra thick skin. she calls herself CEL THE BELLE. mygoodness
boy's hand reaching for the thigh!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahaha. we look damn happpiee.

with my chuchutrain.hee. the chinese doctor !!!! hahah

michieyaiyaiyea.misshottie. i look rather mad. haha

meL*myhoneyypie. whos ever soo preddie.

with me girls after watching memoirs of the geshia.

check out my whiteboard in the office! justine the pro can draw! and we made cute lanterns. hurhur.

and i lub her very much.

my bestfren is back in town!!!!!!!*whee*

brunch with steffy @ simplybread.

my baby sis on the bus. i like my hair here. shldnt have cut it=(

steamboat dinner!!! that we had to brave the rain just to reach this restaurant. withmy new cell group plus some other cell.

with serena! my church pal

with alinaa. my p5 pal!

then we met rachel yap the birthday girl!

outing with shuminttty and celley. haha cels the mom i'm the dad shumins the kidd!
cna't really see our outfits but i look damn working haha.

awwww* love. its quite a retarded picture actually.

the three little pigs who came over before i left for msia

with the parents!

cousins in PINK! after our 10 course meal. haha

cny in the car on the way to PJ

with stefffywef.

with mandydandyy @ bel's steamboat

(eh belinda we didnt take a picture! you lousy)

2006-02-02T01:26:00.000-08:00

hello i shall blog with picture s today. this one is how i currently look right now. actually worst than that. my eyes some swollen shit.
look at the size difference. my eyes are already so small. its like half the size of the usual.
anyways this mornng was so terrible. i was kidding with cel last night and told her i blacked out . then this morning i sorta did. ugh. shouldn't play a fool with these stuff man. my cramps were killing me and i couldnt see anything. and my mom made me drink nutrifresh so i could take the pink panadol without an empty stomach and i ended up vomitting everything. only managed to get out of the house at 10 plus. i didnt have the energy to sms. but i made myself drink a whole cup of milo.. think i felt dizzy due to the lack of sugar. felt a lot better by the time i left the clinic. so rest of the day was spent resting.. in front of the tv.

happy cny

2006-01-31T19:10:00.000-08:00

gong xi fa cai hong bao na lai!

hurhur.

hellow i'm back! good four days of running away. haha. had a good time with the family despite the squabbles here and there when everyone gets grumpy during the long car rides and traffic jams. gosh i hate jams. singapore customs is so inefficient! unlike malaysia.
our entire journy took longer than expected due to the jam at customs and on the highway! slept so much. i didn't even bother reading cos my eyes shut everytime i tried to read. yah but it was gooooood laughing and teasing each other.
basically cny wentlike this
sat
-hotel check in
-shopped around terminal one (which has improved! it really sucked last time. but its still quite bad)
-to grandparents house for reunion dinner
-fearless
sun
-grandparents place
-grandaunt's
-to the new seremban 2 shopping mall! which is KL standard but with much fewer shops. well done !
(but most were closed anyways)
bowlinggg i won the first game
not badddddd. hahhaha
-uncles place
-dinner with them 10 course meal for 7 of us!
imagine how much we ate.
mon
-kampoong place to visit my greatgrandma
pig stomach soup and curry chickennnnn (thumbs up!)
my grandaunt used to work for the embassy so she cooks damnnnnwell
-drove to PJ
-stayed at aunty rena's place
-went to someshopping mall supposedly bigger than midvally
but most shops were closed
-homecooked dinner
-chat with the little pri 3 boy (he's soooooo cute!()

tues
-back to spore
-off to bel's house after i bathed (waaa see what i do just to seeeeeee you belinda! haha) belinda is an evil bestfren telling her mom *fei hua* about me. waa and seeeeeeee you mom likes me a lot man(:
-steamboat + mahjong beginers luck at usual i won 3 games in a row with my partner christina haha
-lift home from moses and we went thru this damn scary AYE which was never ending.
and todayyyyyyy,
pathetic
me
has
an
ultra
super
duper
swollen eye
the stye like grew overnight until my vision is like halved lah.
UGH.
shuling just told me to go to the doctor and get it burst painfulllllll.
stpid kren waiting for her reply to tel me what to do.,.. cos she always gets styes haha.
anwaysy my senior's not at work todayy.. i've got no work! doesnt sound very surprising

cel- where got don't miss you. ayam mas chicken not good enuff ah.
shumin- nooo haha cos i never blog abt a lot of things. i'll blog about it when i put up the pictures okay! anyways when are you leaving again? i forgot to put it down in my calender. andddd miss blog police.. you can release me from prison bcos i've repented and become a regular blogger.

oh and guess what i put on 4 kilograms. one two three four!!!! my goodness. fat or what. haha
ok will blog again soon.
seeoyu.

2006-01-27T03:03:00.000-08:00

hahaha. kren you're sooo funny. you make me smile like and idiot to myself. no baby, i won't leave you.. not without a goodbye kiss at least. hahaha. okay enuff lesbian.

ANYHOWSS i'm in a suuuupppppppppper goooooooood moodddddddddd(:(:

FIRSTLY, momsie and I had breakfast (after I already ate my breakfast in the car) haha at makeshift newton. wanted to eat fishball noodles but everything was closed besides the malay stalls. so we shared nasilemak. my sweet mom peeled the fish for me!!(: and ya we agreed to do this more often. So funnnn(: like it was so spontaneous and all.

Work! had NO work! i played computer games all day. played super fighter until my fingers hurt haah reminds me of the time mel and i banged the streetfighter machine at the arcade.
and my two sweeet frens waited with me for a one hr later lunch so I could meet schan.

ANDDDDDDDI MISSSSSSSS my SARAHCHANRUICI SOOOOOOOOO DAMN MUCH. havent seeen her in sooo long and when we met for lunch we both couldn't stop talking. lunch wasn't too nice.. ate at asian sthmg. la mian andxiao long paos but whooooo cares company rocked!!!!!
and we walked to caltex house and shared icecream! it was damn funny cos the lady put my scoop underneath and schan's one on top! and i was running out of time to get back to the office so she stuffed down her scoop. yah. got back just in time to see the senior manager in the room!
haha thankfully he probably thought i just came back from the toilet.

yah then i played more games got damn sleepy and fell asleep. woke up just in time for work at 430!!! was dman fun la. we 3 had to do one tax return each. and i think we're all quite high and spouting all this nonsense. and our door was wide opened!!

yah on my way home picked up pineapple tarts from khengsiang! thanks!(:

and now i'm home just watched the nannyyy hahah strong medicine my favourite show is showing now but i can't watch it cos i gotta rush and bathe ! cell group ppl coming!!!!!!!
okay bye people
me going to malaysia tmw.
early in the morningggg.

bellll!!!! have fun at balcony!!! sorry couldn't join you guys. i loveeeeee you. i'll come visit your mommy when i get back k? ask her get ready a BIG ANGPAO for a favourite goddaughter. hahahaha.
okay byeee

mucks

REGARDS,
Sara SL Low.

ps sarah chan - our letters all have templates! hahaha.

office blooes

2006-01-25T22:03:00.000-08:00

hi in the office now and i'm soooooo bored.
guess what i cut my hair.
my fringe's rather funny. i think i look like a kid. ble.
anyhows sorry i haven't updated in so long.
Firstly, Ive got computer-phobia. (yea imagine computer freak me!) Secondly, when I"m in the office I only blog surf, I don't blog. somehow I feel its wrong. haha. but i guess today I feel differently. AND I think all this computer ussage has caused my poor eyes to deteriorate. Oh guess what! I have eye infection. but its ok now.. not swollen anymore but I still have that yellow dot on my pupil.
During tuesday lunch I went down to the company's clinic and the stooopid annoying doctor scared the sh*t outta me. Told me how the yellow dot could spread, slowly block out light and eventually I'll become blind!!! and the only way to recover is to get a transplant from a dead person who gives his consent before he passes off. like WTH!? And he insisted on giving me 2 days mc and that I should either com back tmw or see another doctor. SO well I called up dr lee and made an appointment yesterday. ANd guess what. my optician said NOT TO WORRY. it will be okay. likeeee whaaaaaat. stupid doctor. Yea so my mom asked me to follow her to cut our hair together. Actually i dont even know whether my hairs bad or what. I'll just wait 3 mths , let my hair grow out and then search for another hairdresser.

SO is everyone ready for chinese new year? haha. i don't care i'm just happy i'm leaving for malaysia on saturday morning. even though its boring old malaysia.. i just wanna leave for a while. can't wait for my retreat thing as well. SHULING are you READING THis. lets hurry plann. i need to runaway. haha. actually i bought this new dress for CNY but my mom says she doesn't want me wearing it in malaysia. so yea. but i bought another dress which she wants me to wear. SO i only have ONE outfit. but whoooooooo cares. i'm in msia. who's gonna look at me. I feel like wearing tee shirt and jeans. maybe i"ll do that. heh.

oh been having this training course for the past 3 days. missed the last day cos of my eye. and my tax has soooo many laws and schemes and blah blah blah. and i'm always falling asleep and switching off. quite scared when the real work comes in.

anyhows, i think i've been feeling quite antisocial in a way. like i'm becoming too lazy to meet up with ppl even though i miss them. after work i just wanna go home have a nice shower and spend the rest of the night in front of the tv. usually i can do that for the first few days of the wweek then thursday, friday,saturaday,sunday i'm OUT> and its sooooooodamn tiring. soooooooo i made zero plans this week.
and thankfully i didn't cos i've got my new cell group tmw(friday) @ my place. i'm happy cos its at my house. so i don't have to move. hehe.
then saturday ii say goodbye to spore. go to msia and watch tons of cheap movies in cantonese. hahaha. and eat PIGS STOMACH.
sadly i have to miss the CNY dinner @ bel's place. you horrrrrribble girl having it while i'm away.

ahhhhhh i haven't seen everybody for soooooo damn long. like since last year. thats crazy. i need to stop being lazy and making plans. cos my senior was telling me how i should arrange for all social gatherings now before its too late and i'm doing OT all the time. so PPPPPEOPLE. meet ME> haha

kindest regards,
Sara

sskc rocks my world.

2006-01-10T03:24:00.000-08:00

hi everyoneeeee! i'm in a dammmmn goood moooooooooood. WHY?? cos its a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. sorry to all those who are still HOLIDAYINGG buttt this is a damn important day for me okay. you don't get public holidays everyday. so well work .... really nothing much to do actually and we usually get soooooo boreddddd that i fall asleeeep! ( i hope the manager never ever reads this haha) yea like yesterday the three of us played text twist and other word games almost the whole afternoon! till we got work at like 430pm!!! which means only 1 hr of work! yea but the funny thing is I still get damn tired and sleeppppppy. anyhows last night was so wonderful(:(:
went over to shu's for sleepover/pyjama partaaae. (:

first stop cold storage! I went into the trolley hahahah and got pushed around. damn embarrassing cos we met ppl we knew. and the cashier lady wanted to purchase me! haha. yea but my idiotic friends left me outside coffee bean and they went in there leaving me with all the goceries! I couldn't get out cos everything was on me!!!!!! haha felt damn stupid didn't know where to hide my face. nvm was wearing glasses so hopefully nobody remembers my face. but i was wearing my ACJC tee hhahah. too bad not in AC anymore. hyuk.
then walked back to shu's. watched project runway then 40 year old virgin which is pretty damn sick. and ate cookies + hot chocolate with marshmellows + garlic bread.. at kren the loner ate corn herself hhahaha. i miss my girls soooooo much.
and we all wore jammies!!

in the morning we took picturessssss!!!! and danced .. haha mass dance! sorry my camera batt's dead so i only have this mosaic thingy from shuling's hp. ---->

my favourite girls(: i really don't know what I will do without you! all the tuition times.. confernce calls..yummy food that you guys feed me with..movies.. shopping.. hongkong!..sleepovers..xbox..photo taking.. ALL THE LAUGHTER HUGS KISSES (and tears) .. haha I HEART YOU!!!!!!!! THANKS, sskc (shu/slo/kren/cel)

yea then this morning my parents asked me to go out for lunch with uncle bob's family at westin and i only had my acjc tee shirt and shorts. hahaha. so borrowed shu's stuff. we had perenakan buffet! food was ok.. i only liked the mee soto and nasi lemak. but the fruits were goooood hahah i kept eating mangosteens. yum

okay, pictures will be up as soon as my camera batt's charged. for now, i shall bid you good bye. its back to work tmw. SIGH.
byebye =(

as it all fades away.

2006-01-02T03:12:00.000-08:00

chijmes2005.
for the proper effect look at pictures from down upwards.

2006!

three

two (damn nice right)

one

get ready to for...

let's get this party started!!

with a wonderful family like that, what more could I ask for?(:

mei+kor+jie (the kiddos)

aww* i love my dad&mom!

hahahhaa. the cutest daddyyy in the world(:

amusing mouth whistle thingy we found in the party pack!
*mucks* haha (look at the guy in the background! he was smoking nonstop!and all the smoke was blown over to our table!!)

one of the damn funny and cute chefs

myfavouritelittlesister

the pretty tree and i

chicken HEART anybody? hahaha

2006-01-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

showing off our presents to them.

hongkong pals fOrEveRxXx (;

kren's missing!!

SHUMIN THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!!!!!! @ christmas party

my pretty sweetpea+sweetfeet.

blessed new year*

2006-01-02T02:12:00.000-08:00

hihi. happy new year one and all(: welcome to year 2006!!! I can't believe it.. time really flies. My years in uniform is overrrr=( and tomorrow i start work!! guess what i'm wearing for work! dark purple pants and a light pink tee. hyuk. My parents were trying to convince me to wear the white long sleeve button up shirt but i was like nooooo way. First day of work.. don't wanna look too "action" hahahha.

So yea I started the new year in a wonderful way. No actually the new year but at least the week of the new year. This morning I woke up at 510am!!!! Thanks to Serena's call! haha she was supposed to wake me up at 530 but I guess she got the time wrong. My sis and I headed to church for DAWN PRAYER. What a great way to start the new year don't you think? Worshipping, hearing his word and praying. Then we went down to macs for breakfast! and that sister of mine told me she knew some shortcut thru the park and guess what I"ve got MUDDY birkies. GRRR. yup then went home slept.. OVERslept so I was late for my facial. Mom didn't let me go for shu's church afterglow cos she wanted me to come home to rest and stuff. So yea here I am!

so lets talk about how I celebrated new years eve!
I almost overslept! (oh dear I really hope I can wake up for work tmw!) Rushed down to cellgroup. I was worship leader !and yea disorganised me.. its my first by the way. so yea I quickly typed out all the songs I had chosen the night before. and cos I was rushing.. I forgot to message tim to play the guitar for me! so he didn't bring a guitar but thankfully lloyds house had one. And it went prettty ok(: Yea then yingling ditch me! cos she overslept (as usual) but the girls called me out for a movie. Oh and yes they told me we were gonna watch wallace and gromit AND GUESS WHATTTTTTT> The best part was I didn't even realise until 5 mins into the movie. Oh we watched THE DARK. I was like shuling why are you so scared its only a trailer..(i figured no point scaring yourself cos it will be over soon) and they she gave me this smirk and I was like ooooh mmmyyyy. and because cel was late and I sat nearest the asile I had to go get her! And she came at the exciting part when the girl fell in!!! I had an embarrassing moment in the cinema .. I got shock can't remembered by what but i screamed (and I wasn't even that scared !) it wad so embarrassing ! didnt help that shuling kept laughing and the guy in front turned around=/ yea the movie was ok.. quite disturbing. SO then we headed for mango dessert!! reliving our hongkong days haha.. actually only kren had mango dessert. yeah then we headed for our separate dinners.

SO DINNERRR for me was at carnivore @ chijmes with the family(:
The meat was cooked well but WAay too salty so I didn't really enjoy it.. but the salad bar was good I ate more of it actually. Haha lots of prawns yum! oh and I got a free long island tea!! cos the bartender didn't have lychee martini and it took him quite a loong while to find out. So he said I could have a free drink!!!! and when I said long island he was pwah expensive taste yea! (:
yup and I got dragged by my sister to go dancing ! haha. but I got my stupid heat rash thingy so I went back after like 15-20 mins. Anyways the countdown and chijmes was not bad.. there was fireworks but not much. BuTTTT of cos what really mattered was the company and it rocked(:
Sadly, I felt quite sick after that.. must be the lack of sleep and the heaty food and the lack of water!

Sunday I felt even worse! thankfully my dad decided to go for the 3rd service sO I could get more rest. My throat hurt like crazy and I felt cold all the time. Anyways afternoon was spent with my daddddddy(; haha we watched wallace and gromit! and we pigged out on cheese fries before that. oooops I know I'm sick but i couldn't resist!!! yikes.

Oh and quick update
wednesday- out out out with my schan schan schan like finally after a million years! then at night we went to mambooo. which is really quite fun I must say. Spent the night at sarah's.
thursday- slept in. in the evening dragged myself outta bed to go over the shu's. food was good yum but I dunno why I ddin't have much appetite when we starting the real eating. I was damn hungry before everyone came and was picking around at the food. we played polar bear and yea the proo polars won(:
friday- went down to ikea with my momsie and sister. the last time i went there was for belindas birthday! so i knew my way around quite wwelll. had the lovely meatballs(: my mom was like eh you haven't had enuff from belinda's birthday yet ah? no man i love my meatballs too much. hahahah.
evening went to meet cel christine and val for dinner @ the jap restaurant at borders then we al went to wesley for kren's church's musical! which was really gooood! ! I'm like RONNN. hahah. yah then walked around PS withcel before her mom fetched us.

ok shant bore you any longer .. good bye. I'll see you all soon. And yes I've got some pictures for you guys.
Anyways.. i think i'm rambling.. so I'll leave you here with some pictures!!!!

all the christmasloving.

2005-12-27T04:06:00.000-08:00

girlfriends that are forever(:

yum. hot stuff.

baby, all i want for christmas is you! hee.

the mother. hahahahah.

the angel among the black devils. haha

. sskc .

i love you la.

me+mich+izz(:

BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!

darling sarah and i.

cute boy(who's not photogenic) and i

the cuteeeeest god grandma ever(: she's turing EIGHTY next year!

the family.(:

daddykins+me

rachie and mumsie

mei+me

deniseee! and our left over heart shaped tissue prata haha soocute.

fifi (: now dont say there aren't any pics of you!

dinner @ cels house while hot stuff gets ready to party!

girlies @ mad jack

HapPy BiRthDay to my ONE AND ONLY(:

haha guess i'm not very original since mich decided to wish kren in blue as well but mine's different shades okay! yup yesterday everrrybardyy went to her house to surprise her. it went quite welllll(: yay. todayy we went out with her !! watched ice harvest which SUCKKKS. it reminded us of horrid lady killers.

Oh and guesss whatttt wonderful shutterfly and imagestation won't upload my picturessssss!!!!!!! grrrrrrr. and i was being hardworking and transferring all my pictures to the com! how annoying.

oh anyways belate MERRY CHRISTMAS one and all!
christmas eve- i threw a big tandrum. was in a terrible mood.. cel kept calling me a spoilt brat after I got over it. haha. think its pms but yes i've got no excuse. so yea dinner at pomodoro's with the family ( the steak was gooood!) and then we watched The Family Stone! which was a pretty good movie i must say! then we drove through town to look at the lights at it turned 12 in the car.
christmas- service in church followed by lunch at cocca. i snuk away to get my bro's present clinquehappy (thanks fiona who has great taste haha) but i got caught anyways cos my sis couldnt find me in the ladies! yah then my mom sis and I shopped while my bro and dad went home to rest. was quite a good shopping trip. then dinner @ hooters. the food wasn't too good. but Owell.
boxing day- lunch at auntie popo's. food was goooooooood. haah i loved the turkey and spagettie. yum. and i enjoyed myself playing with this little boy (which SARAH cHAN ARE YOU READING THIS stop teasing me! haha)

yup and let me tell you sthmg i'm so annoyed!!!!! both shutterfly and imagestation wont let me upload my picturesss! and i even put up captions. so all my precious time wasted grr.
so here's just some pictures for you.

monalisasmile

2005-12-22T04:53:00.000-08:00

hihihi peeeeps! have you forgotten all about this miserable blog of mine??
anyways i must blog today cos yesterday was a gooooood day. morning I had breakfast at al azah with deniiiiseeeee (: nice time catching up at EIGHT THIRTY IN THE MORNING. omg. haven't eaten breakfast for like forever! Then i went back home to sleep and my stomach felt kinda sick. oh and the previous two days Oh wait i've got things to blog aboutt shittt so disoriented.lets blog in a day by day basis.

Monday- decided I needed a break terribly from all the going out and all the hussle from bels birthday. So i stonned in front of the TV all day till dinner time with KRENIE. but GUESSSSSSS what stupid NEXTTTTT spoilt our candlelight dinner. so instead of getting our hair wash and blown in half an hour(thats what the guy said) it took like TWO AND A HALF HOURS!! so we had dinner at like 10 30???? yea ate at tangos izz chris and fi joined us. kren izz and i shared a jug of strawberry margarita and stupid kren n i drank with empty stomachs while waiting for the food so our head was a little oozy. anyway yucks i felt quite sick of the margarita after a while/

Tuesday- thats when i felt sick like feverish but I had to fever. and kren had cramps so squashed got cancelled . cel izz chris came over intending to swim but we were all too lazy .. so we chit chatted instead. btw i had to provide monkey cel with food haha which included TWo bananas such a pig. oh and she made banana split hahaha yupp think they went out at night for durian but i was feeling sick so stayed home.

Wednesday- feeling gooooood or so I thought until the prata with denise.
then later on in the afternoon met pui and cel to shop. iw as damn itchy it was so irritating. and puifun is a miniiii. (meaniee) haha. and cel treated me to icecreammmmm yum. i gave her a candy cane! then i suddenly felt DAMN sleepy around 6 plus bumped into my sis and her frens and cabbed home.
THEN AT NIGHHHTTT. night cycling hahah damn funnn around ian's estate down six ave. but i was so lousy la. i cycle once a year or sthmg. so i was damn unsteady. haah i can't stand the curbs on the pavements! now my ass hurts like crazy so does my shoulders! but it was good fun. we stopped around 2am and sat outside ians house and chatted till 4plus am. talking about all sorts of things. seeeee so much more fun than clubbing. haha. yah then kren stayed over. this morning we watched two weeks notice and mona lisa smile on tv until we fell asleep!

thursday today! went out shopping with FIOOONA niecey. but i only bought my sisters present. because fiona is such a practical person i was convinced not to buy the stuff i intended on buying. guess we're switching roles eh> haha.

now i'm home and let me tell you i can't stand my Handphonee!!!!! i think i might borrow my bros cos my keeps switching off! and it keeps sayin battery empty! how annoying.
ok my chi show is on. i'm late.

my friends need to reappear!

2005-12-12T04:50:00.000-08:00

soo anyways these pictures were taken on sunday at CHANGI AIRPORT!!

the three tourists sending our beloved shu off to thailand =(=( i miss the noisy girl! haha kidding

i luff you!

i luff you too!!

hyukhyuk

tadaaaaa.
(amusing ourselves while shu was doing all the check in stuff)

This one taken on friday! our last day with shulingg!! WHERE IS OUR KRENN. the incomplete foursome we are!

I MISSSS KAREN LIM MEI XIAN. AND SARAH CHAN RUI CI!!!!!( havent seen these two ladies since forever!)

and of cos my eeeediot belinda teo hui whos going to disappear for a month. i h*te you.

kiss me goodnight.

2005-12-12T04:23:00.000-08:00

okok! i 'm updating! sorry i've been too lazy and theres wayyyyy toooo much to update. its been out home eat sleep out home eat sleep over and over again!! i need to buy proper comfortable shoes! so anyways here are some pictures from prom!!!! will do up an album sooon. for now, enjoy these.

bestgirlfriends(: and our pretty masks!

picture perfect love! we should get married!

ppgs reunite! :D

iheartyou!muuucks specialfriend hee(:

honey, how did you get so fly?

all the pretty girlies in my class!

shushucellyme(:

2005-10-23T02:13:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a lovely day cos i spent it wit h my smelly dearest.

i'm gonna misss my sweeeetpeaaaaaaa =(

anyways i found a few old pictures!! a few of my many favourites!! (: the rest are like gone sobs =(
at freds going to polyparty. we were in the toilet i think? haha everyones so rosy!

new year's eve with the angel from my nightmare. (: in my room before we got ready!

guess whoo?
haah this one courtesy of xue ying! didn't know it was taken till i saw her pictures!

okay i shall go off now. my ex-math pals are having tuition now. and minus misses plus, X, and divide.
boohoo. byebye
study hard. two weeks left. i'm so dead=|

i'll praise you with all of my heart

2005-10-09T04:09:00.000-07:00

i just read all my testimonials on friendster! I'm so SAD=( okay not sad but sigh things have CHANGED SOOO much. my goodness. I missed the times when i was sooooooo close to some people .. reading all the stuff they wrote about me.. all the memories et cetera. JOSHUA LI this is ALL YOUR FAULT. cos i read his blog about reading all his testimonials so went to read mine also..
ACKS. i think i've changed .. not think I HAVE changed. and I feel quite bad about a certain promise I made to someone so dear to me (just two years ago) and how true.. the min i step into JC I totally broke that promise. sara lowwwwwww. ayes.

and because of the A levels coming up .. it makes me think about life A LOT. as in seriously A LOT. like every night in bed i think about my friends my family my life the future blah blah. even when im studying i always find myself drifting off in my thoughts and all.

the other day I asked sarah a question: if you were to die today, which 5 persons would you have considered your truest friends and that you feel TOTALLy comfortable with. And the funny thing is that I couldn't come out with 5 names straight. No no its not that I don't have at least 5 good friends but i realise a lot of people are close to me in very different ways and to pick them its quite hard. Sarah had a hard time to so i guesss i'm not the only one.

Okay i should get offline. WhAT A waste of my precious time. oh and phang today wasn't so bad. icould answer most of the qns except for the definition of resonance acks thankfully chong gave me the last line : oscillate with MAXIMUM AMPLITUDE. lol. i shal remember this

and yes BELINDA MY PRECIOUS I UPDATEDDDD. I lubchewwwmyh0oney. don't worry you're number one on my 5 friends list(:

and i'm gonna leave it in this size font.. cos i'm feeling this way. okay whateverr byyyyye i'm gonna bathee. rubber duckie hear i comeeeeeee.

oh and yes God has been speaking to me a lot through psalms.. all of davids' cries to God really resonate about how i'm feeling and all. GOD HELP MEEEE!!

2005-10-07T22:19:00.000-07:00

okay la. back by popular demand. haha as if. okay i'm really too lazy to blog =| and i just missed cell group cos it was raining and my mom didn't want me to go cos the walk out from lloyds house is quite long and being mom she thinks i'll fall sick andd blah. yesterday i went for THREE hour long facial. omg damn long la usually its two hour plus except for the first time. but the manager like told my mom i needed some skin renewal thingy so my mom has to spent a lot of moneyy AGAIn. ACks. i feel damn baddd ugh. and we kinda quarrelled yesterday but i guess things are o kay now. anyways STILL LAZY TO BLOG SOO I'm just gonna wish my two beloved friends HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!

big izzy (christineeee!) and me.

my dellykins* (don't have a picture with you!! its all in your camera ! the o nes we took as "ahlians" during laoshi's lessons hurhur)

both sides now

2005-09-12T02:51:00.000-07:00

schoool so does not rock =( i feel incredibly tired even though its the first day of school.
This morning i didn't hear my mom talking to me to wake up and i didn't hear my hp alarm ring. I think i'm going deaf either that I was in a really deep sleep. My eyes were watering all day and it didn't help with my contacts giving me problems acks. Highlight of the day was recess seeing everyone again and kren is a shit machine hurhurr. but thankfully school ended at 110!! and shall be ending at that time for the rest of the week so i guess it ain't that bad. The min i got home I was starving shit i ate so much then my head hurt like crazy then i slept but i wasn't in deep sleep although my head felt so heavy .. woke up and at my ben and jerry's in the hope of feeling better.

anyways i'm outta here. byeeeee.

takee me home.

2005-09-11T04:23:00.000-07:00

just some random pictures i just uploaded..

izzyyybitsy+me

at tcc. see my nice looking drink do not be fooled tastes like shit.
cel the vainpot taking pictures of her self. daph looks stonned.

birkies unite!

cel+janzz

the cool drink!!!must try! and nydc

when i looked like shit and wore a hairband with uncombed hair.
cels clam pasta and me drinking the cool drink!

jesus son of the living God.

2005-09-11T03:53:00.000-07:00

grace:!!! i promise with all my heart i was gonna ask you to play tennis with me yesterday but the sky was sooo gloooomy i thought it was gonna rain so i never got round to msging you. forgive me?? nvm even while studying for As can still play tennis! must exercise still right!!! =)

schaniee: i dunno haha my camera suckss iwant a new oneeee. anyways guess its back to schooool where i see you everyday and we endure each other's whinning and shitt and cry (i hope not) over prelim results and make wonderful study time tables and plans that we even have our signatures on hahah but THIS TIME it HAS to work we are gonna do well for A levels okay! four As!!!!!! acks the sound of it makes me wanna pee in my pants. ooops. i miss yoo!!

bellybooooob: i'm glad you realised that!!! no more nasty words from youuu ah i've got BEN and JERRY's CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE THIS TIMEEEEEE hurhurhur. my daddy finally bought it. BEG MEEE FOR A BITE. hohoho. anyways you're the bestestbestest i love you even though your fat and ugly (kidding!) i'm so glad we got to spend time and catch up this hols. you're the besttt! muckies*

weirenn: you're so fulla shittttttttttt ! haha and sadly we never got round to having our prataaa !!!!!! acks nvm you can do your job as mentor and deliver them to me mr uncle from the prate shop hahah (right bel?) while i STUDY hard for the A's cos SOMEBODY has NO A's wah lucky youuuuuuu. and after the A's bel and i will bring you shoppingg go do your topSHOP shopping haha bel brings moses i bring indra singh hohoho. andddd of cos our first purchase is to find you a nicer top other than your orange thai express uniform. HEHEH.

krenooooo: one and only who makes me smillllle and laughhhhh i'm gonna tie you up with my shorts string again and get kinky with you in the freeeeeezerrr hohoho and shit la you really should have come over yesterday i was a piece of fat shit i kept eating icecream and i don't like purttty in my new haircut=( please say you'll still love me=(

shumin: haha you tell me forwhat you go telll fififffffffffffff hahah you should say you wanna go out with SLowwwww!!!!

anyways i cut my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i don't really like ittt my fringe looks soo uglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy acks.
i think i say acks too often
i don't wanna go back to schooooool
i wana watch meteor garden hahah i wanna marry da ming siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
so kewwwwwwwt... and my stupid friendssssssss! we forgot to have meteor garden marathonnnnnnnnnn. acks
okay byebye

stay with me now.

2005-09-09T21:18:00.000-07:00

pink illusions*

frozen.

my pro sister and the greeen effects

the cute big bottle of wine hurhur

cuteness*

care for a drink?

sinful*

birthday boy! (:

in heaven?

heyyooo. sorry haven't been updating cos i've been pretty busy I haven't had time to update.

so tuesday caught cellular with my sistarrr on vcd. I thought i was a pretty damn good show!! so excitinggg !! yup then left for holland V to meet celle the belle and it was SOOOOoo hoooTT and i was getting pretty grumpy. so anyhows met the belle at nydc while iwatched her eat and started stealing her pasta and yes we ordered a nice drink which i can't remember what its called. Then janz was in the area so she joined us then izzy too. so just chit-chatted and took pics then izzy left walked around cos cel wanted to buy new shoes. yup then we went to TCC and the coffee suckkkkks =| total waste of money cos none of us finished our drinks. janz left us then we tried to study for like half an hour gave up cos the music was sooooo irritating and LOUDDDDDDDD. so we headed down to the ipoh horfun and share chicken noodles. Then took separate cabs and went for our own tuitions. oh and yesss i lookeed a piece of shit that day .. my face and hair acks =|

wednesday izzy cel and christine came over to play tenniss! only in the late afternoon cos everyone was being pigs and refusing to get out of bed. yah then just hung around the playground and chatted oh and yes this angmoh girl came up to me and just stood there and stared right into my eyes! hehs. then they left while i bathed had dinner and made my bro's birthday card before heading for inex's house!! and i forgot where inez's house was so my cabby kept stopping and jerking to stop and many houses to check bleh. yupp we had movie marathonnnnnnn!!! at first i thought we were only gonna watch and then like sleep at 2 am or sthmg but i guess movie marathon means don't sleep at all. haha. i managed to watch de-lovely, sliding doors and hotal Rwanda (which is sooooooooo gooooood it totally breaks your heart). first ten mins of eternal sunshine of the spotless mind .. around 4am? i was half asleep already soo i went to inez's room and slept hoho whole bed to my self. haha. and then i dunno what time but suddenly it started raining and felt the raindrops all over my face and i was likee zombified.. got up and felt for the window and was so happy when i managed to close it and poofed back to sleep. and yes it was really quite fun cos then were many instances when we wld get high and laughh nonstop. and i was highly amused by inez's CHEF's tissue box hahahahhhahaahha(:

thursday morning my dad came around 10 plus we went to pick up my bro's lana cake then headed for home. I bathed, dressed up and my daddy fetched me for my facial appointment which was so painful again but i think i kinda know the pain so i need feel as uncomfortable. then i took the mrt down to raffles for my bro's birthday high tea at equinnox! will post some pictures up cos my sister uploaded these. the food was okay not THAT fantastic but the view was breath taking. I remember eating mostly soba, tofu and chawanmushi. hurhur i love jap food(: and the i love the toilet. hahaha my sis and i went there and started taking tons of pictures and my sister edited some of them so they look pretty cool! yah then walked around raffles city for a while .. there's this shop called patterns which i has quite cool clothes but highly over priced. yup then headed for home. rested, read my story book then around 8 plus down to stef's house for hockey party!! was nice catching up them talking, laughing. then cel kren shu and i left together. shu went home then cel and kren came over cos my daddy wanted me home. hurhur i was a sneaky rat i snuck handsomecutehot boys into my room. and the best part when my mom came to talk to me she really didn't see them at all. only later my dad came in cos he had some noise and then cel and kren jus sat there smiled and waved hahahaha was quite funny then my mom went sara, come here please. then she was like heyy never tell me your friends are here! i was like ahhhh nvm la you wanna come say hi. oops. =P yup chatted until exactly 12 Am then the left. i fell asleep after.

friday GUESS WHATTTTT i slept until almost 12pm!! wah im so proud of myself cos i can't sleep once the sunlight shines in but i suppose it wasn't so bright this time. yah then bel came just after 12. ate lunch and talk talk talk. then over to my room did some math and plenty of insulting and making fun with each other. i loveee belllllybooob my ugly and fat pig(: then she left and i watched alex and emma which i thought was really qutie gooood(:((: its very impt to watch good movies. heh. ate dinner then around 6 plus my daddy fetched me over to christines where the girls were cooking dinner!! i got to help out to make dessert apple pudding. which was soooooo good like really goood. hehe. kren was a theif and kept stealing all the apples!! and i finally got to seee my sarahrarahhhhhhh. we're the sara(h) stirrers! heehee.
yah watched dvds but left half way during brotherhood which was kinda painful to watch esp when the guy shot his own head omg i wanted to die. oh and yes we ate dinner with christine's parents. and i totally forgot i ate dinner already. and i had a HUMONGOUS piece of chicken. and yes dinner was goood. thumbs up to the great cooooks. i slept around 1130 and woke up at 1030. not bad not bad i can still sleep. i cuold have slept longer but my mom opened my door and i woke u!P anyways the rents and my bro went out for lunch with family friends but i was too lazy.

anyways somepictures on my bro's 21st birthday!

2005-09-05T03:58:00.000-07:00

helloo. i shall type in RED cos its my fifi's fav colour and since today was an outing with herrr RED it shall be.
i had a reallllllyyyy goooooooood time (:(:
starbucks//talkingg laughing over math purposely being a slowpokee// bumping into many people today and i was damnn blurr for some reason took me very long to process who we met. like i ddint' see bel and moses until they were running away stupidddddd ppl with guilty conscience tend to runaway when they meet their friends. tsk. // icecreammmmmmmmm at il caffe de roma pictures belowww.

haha err we were trying to do a magic trick with the cool cups guess you can't see the cups and we look rather spastic hurhur
can you seee my bangle?? i loveee it(;

magician fi

my niecey looking pretty damn fly here! and angelic hee

... the ice cream was goooood illook constipated hurhur

oh and yes we shopped around trying to find fi a nice pair of shoes but to no avail. found these floral flowy tops which were quite pretty but too big for me. owellls. at least i finally found sthmg i actually like. i missed you fifii* you've got good taste -pink,stars and hates vegetables. HURHUR (: mucks*

oh and i watched a date with tad hamilton last night. dunno which vcd topick next cos rented a few last night. owells shall go bathee byeeeee(:

2005-09-04T03:50:00.000-07:00

?? can you see my post i cant!

the potter's hand.

2005-09-04T02:42:00.000-07:00

prelims ending soon. cel and i studying at guthrie

my cute baby*

izzypizzy/chriswissy/schaniewannie/Me/cellywelly/shuuwoo/cassywass
outside zouk

hot stuff lindyyy and i

pretty melmel and i* (i look real bad)

hahah kwek the gasman! who think he looks fine here!

schan/chris/me (:(: the non clubbers haha

my favourite girl and milo dino and tissue prata! greedy PIG!

*piece of shit and bottle of urine*

heyy(:(: i'm still very lazy butt ahhh okay i shall updateeee.
prelims are over and i've been enjoying myself berimuch. so a quick updateeee!
tuesday
-ogl meeting (i think i spent most of the time asking alex to stop giving me his face haha)
-over to cel's place! lazed around ..had a glimpse of her past sweet memories /pooped! (its o kay if you dont understand what it means) and stupid cel fell asleep so i i squeezed next to her (its a single bed btw) haha but i couldnt fall asleep !! yup and then i spent eonns trying to *shop* haha in cels shopping mall. hahah i felt fat in everything so i kept changing out and the sleepyhead fell asleep again!!! while i was running up and down trying this and that.
-finally found something that fit okay then to town to meet schan izzy christine! lunch at coffee club had some set meal and there was brocolli soup hurhur. haha. cel and i the vegetable lovers. then shopping but somewhat ithink i'm not really into shopping anymore. *ooh noo* what am i becoming to?!! ayes maybe its just spore shopping dunnoooooo. i didn't even find anything I liked.. not even sthmg ex and that i could save up for. but ifound a very pretty earring(: which i wear everyday. this rose earring thats pretty unusual.
-yupp then dinner at sake sushiii!!! yumms. thennn losssser cel and i had tuition. omg. haha. yupp and i had a freaking crazy cab driver.
i'll tell you about it if we meeeet up cos i 'm too lazy but bascially he was crazy enuff to stick his middle finger and a bangadeshi worker and start laughing and telling me he liked playing with them. like omgggg. haha.
-after tuition misss piggy came over. haha we bakedddddddd browniiiiesss (: and haha we really havent talked for a million years we were too busy talking nonstop to even disturb each other with the brownie mix! haha the whole night was just talking and talking and talking basically most of the talking by miss bel cos the next day was my turn. haha. and then at night bel was higggggggghhhh. while i was just sleepy and hungry. haha
-rung up mr kwek weiren and crazy bel started calling him the prata uncle and started making orders haha but wellllll mr kwek failed us so we called mr moses lim who too failed us cos he was half asleeeppp
-sooo since the two boys failed us and we didnt wanna make them do illegal driving we were left with mr ronald macdonalds. haha. but he failed us too cos we had to wait 45 mins for our other and yes we were tooo lazy(oh shit i feel like eating macs now haha) so we decided to just try to sleeeep cos i was too lazy to cook for us heh.
THENNNNNN at like 4 am mr moses lim came to his senses and called omggg and stupid bel thought she was dreaminggg i was like hellloooooooooo thats not my phoneee haha and we were like sleeping so soundly. yah then at 6 am my mom came in to ask if we were going to MG omggg again haha how to sllllllleeppppp.

wednesday-
we woke up at like 8 plus cos i kept sneeeezing and felt cold. went down to mg for celebrations. phowh i love mgggggggg. so warm and all and i miss screaming at the top of my lungs!! and i got to see LAOOOOSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. i love laoshiiiiiiii my fav teacher(: told her abt my A2!!!! hahaha and mrs lim who still looks like teletubby shes sooo keeeeewt la last time she use to tell me and bel not to talk all the time and i think once she even didnt pass us a math worksheet cos we kept talking (or did our friends keep it from us?? i can't remember) shes so cute anyway.
-home for lunch! and mini cornettosss hee. yupp then swimmmmmmmmmng and tanningggg. and as usual bel turn brown and sara remained white. hahaha. life is indeed unfair. but we had tons of fun. haha. acting lesbian and carrying each other and trying to swim haha and bel trying to teach me back stroke hahaha cos i couldnt float on my back.
then we went down to AL AzAh for tissue prata and milo dinosaurrrrrr *yummy*
-back to my place to wash up then my bel bel left=( but we had tonss of funn. whhhhhhheeeeee* i loveeee my piece of shit who calls me a bottle of urine and that i've got a asshole mouth hahahahaah you complete me and i complete you. you make me laugh you make me feel like boxing you .. you make me feel like cuddling you.. you make me go crazy ........ i love you so. (:

had a big fight with my mom but everything was cool after that. at night met schan and christine for a movie! perfect catch! not that goodd but still sweet and cute. then we headed down to zouk to visit our friendddddds haha yup we didn't go in okay just took pictures.
i kinda half wished i could go in cos everyone was inside but nvmmmm(: i'll wait for after prom party!

thursday-
three hour long facial !!!!! four hours if you include consultation! with my mommy(:
it was really painful at first though!!! and they plucked my eye brows too so it was double pain!!! but after that it was relaxing andnice. and i looked kinda glowy .. from the usual dull skin. and yes facials are gonna be my weekly treats while studying for the A levels since I've got 20 sessions to complete but they cost quite a bit so i feel really bad. thankfully i havent found stuff that i really wanna buy yet.
-at night dinners at sarah lim!! with the mg-ac girls(: (: it was really funnnnnnnn i ate a lot of satay (gracee never control me!) haha. and we had a really good time chatting esp abt miss gk goh. my i laughed like crazyyyyyyyyyy! hahaha. and we had a surprise for amandaaaadearesttttt. i loveeeeeee amandaatonsssssss(:(:(: bluffed her we were gonna play hide and seek and i was seeker with her then the rest went to *hide* but they were actually blowing up balloons and preparing the cake then when they were ready i made amanda listen to collide by howie day ( her fav song!) my reason was that playing hide and seek is so boring we should have music (amanda believes anything i say(:) haha yah then the girls poopppped out and went SURPRISEEE! *whoo* i love mandydandy.

friday-
teachers day!!!our performance was not bad sarah's voice is just ...... it makes you wanna cry fullstop. haha. but i stilllll loveee her* finally show krennnn whom i havent talked since prelims were over. omg i miss her sooo muchhhh. heeeeeeheee. had lunch at lido then RED EYE!! which is a VERY GOOD SHOW I MUST SAY. then got really sleepy so cabbed home with schan and shu. and slept all the way till dinner. piggggme. also cos i slept at 2 plus the day before.

sat-
-cell group! which was really good. sengwee ( my cell leader)'s older sister came. and she was talking abt the song - the potter's hand.
and a lot of things she said really struck me. how sometimes we the clay try to tell God what to do when he's the potter and so we must be humble enough to entrust of lives in his hands, cos he knows best (: also there was a particular thing she was kinda trying to tell me was that if I honour God in all that I do (my studies with reference to A's) God will honour me, that is putting him first.
-cabbed down after cell group to meet cel in town. bought her her favourite chocolates! the bigger version!! they are soo cute lah! bumped into val and krsy who waited with me before cel came. then we headed for il caffe... caffe Roma ( i think thats what its called) outside scotts. I finally got a chance to sit there and people watch and chat. my drink affagato looked really cool with three layers but was too bitter so i had to ask for syrup followed by ice. yupp chatted and watched the world go by..... looked around zara met schanniee and her sis and mom but we didnt find anything to buy so walked over to cine and played arcade!!! i thrashed cel at air hockey!! even while she was cheating!! hahah then after that i learnt from the master and cheated too but I WONN haha. yeps then to TCC for to appease cel's craving for garlic bread. haha. we were damn lazy just kept sitting down and eating. yah then she bussed down with me .. she alighted at lido for a party while i headed home. thankfully there was no jam(: I've been taking the cab very often cos i hate jams and my patience has gone down.
*i love you cellbabygirl* oh yes i forgot to say we got really HOT so hahahah iwas carrying my pretty transparent umbrella and we opened it in the HOT sun hahahahahaahahahah and walked down orhard road singing rain drops keep falling on my head!!! anddddddd thennn we saw some senior and celene ng tried to runaway!!!!!! hahaha omg. we're such crazy nuts. *honeeey i'll always shelter you from the rain*

-at night watched tv with the rents then weiren came over around 9pm to play TENNNNISSSSSSSSS. and we played a game. and GUESSS WHO WAS THE WINNNERRRRR. Yes ME ME EMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. woots* i thrashed him SEVEN- ONE!!!!!!!!!!! Pro A NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. hahahhahah and we also had a BETTT loser had to do what ever the winner wanted.

sun(today!)
-church. which was reallllly good toooo(: sermon was about reaping what we sowed. and hearing all the wonderful testimonies make me wish i had guts to share the gospel. ugh i'm really sucha chicken. i guess i feel like i'm not good enuff a christian.. then i'm not grounded in the word .. i feel kinda inadequate?
-yuppp then supposed to meet bel and weirenn then on the way home i saw weiren so my parents honked him and he hopped into my car. picked up my umbrella ( cos it was raining ) haha and then my parents fetched us to newton mrt to meet bel who didnt have a PHONE!! pooor baby. yupp bel was high again. I think it must have been MEEEE man everytime i'm around she gets High. and we three had to share my pathetically small umbrella hahahah we walked slower than tortoises la.
-lunch at thai express and guess what mr kwek was a waiter there hahahahaha as in he wore the same coloured shirt as the waiters and waitresses ahhahahaahahahahah and so my dare ( i won thebet remembere?) was for him to take a menu and go up to a table and go " hi my name is kwek weiren and i shall be you waiter for the day, can i take your order?" but the spoil sport didnt want to!!!!! laousy. haha. bel and i kept stealing the soup cos weiren ran off tomeet his bro and we had to wait for him to say grace hahah. yupp then i had to leave after lunch cos i had phang=(=( but it was okay. mr phang praised me!!!!!!!!! omg like never la. haha cos i could do the thermody qnthe fastest but then he said oh all the AC ppl after exams seem to work faster eh. haha but actually he gave us that qn before (oops)
-yupp daddy picked me up and now i'm home waiting for my enthu badminton family to return from badminton so i can have dinner.
-i'm craving pasta
i hope they are all craving it toooooo.

okay this is a rather long entry sooooo good bye i love you!
enjoy the pictures .. i'll be stealing the rest.

swim fisshy!

2005-08-26T07:05:00.000-07:00

hiiii! todays a happy day!! cos i finally got to do sthmg else besides STUDYING, PLAYING COMPUTER, TALKING ON THE PHONE, OR WATCHING TV. yes besides all thesse things cooping me up at home cos i feel that its WRONG to go OUT at all during prelims. like you must not go out so when you finally get the chance to, its like LIBERATION. hAha. sooooooo anywyas the girlies came over to my place to sWImmmm. okay everyone but christine and kren swam. pictures are below! soo it was good fun.. we izzy sarah cel shu and i did water ballet for kren and christine but the idiots didn't wanna watch us!!! they came and the min we start going round in circles they walked off!!!! so mean!!!!!!! yah oh and we toooooook so long to drag shuling into the pool! okay i'm too lazy to blogggg so i'll just post the pictures. I had a picture of mini christine and big izzy hugging ( so keweeet) but my stupid camera function thing takes too long to search for the pictures when i upload them.. cos my sister takes sooo many pictures .. so they are all mixed up! and yes my mom's calling me to have some greeen bean soup. ohhh and belindaaaaa i heard about your mothers successful shopping trip.. enjoy consuming all the stuff i take everyday. HAhaha. i like the brain/knowledge one cos it makes me very energetic! and the refresh one.. but i heard your mom doesnt wanna add honey for you! haha .. but i like it damn alottttt. oh yeaa the incredibly cutee baby was at the pool side again! oh i mean the one i saw yesterday at the pool side. hehe

izzy schan cel shu christine hotttsizzle

izzypizzy ( i look terrible)

christineeee! ( i look bad again but nvm cos we look so HAPPYY)

haha krenn!!!!!! with the SPICY chips which she said she wouldn eat cos its spicy buttt then i saw her pigging out!

krenoobaobeioneandonlylove*

addict.

2005-08-23T23:47:00.000-07:00

hiiiii. okay three more papers to go unlike the lucky arts girls who end on fridayyy not fairrrr! physics was okayyy. my yea i really quite affected by math paper 2. I had nightmares last night. okay not nightmares, but dreams all related to math and well i barely slept. terrrrible. anyhows been at the com and phone all day since I got home. had lunch with my mom at sim.. beginning to like that place though i feel rather out of place in my school uniform heh.

oh and gracee ! so sorry i didn't reply you on msn .. you were offline by the time i wanted to. anyhowsss tennis tennis okay!!! yuppppp missy dogpoo adventures yet to come again!

anyhows my old diaryland is working agaiN!!! i just read my old entries. haha. there were times when i was quite open about my thoughts and feelings and i think once someone even got angry with me for it. thats called being thick skinned and assuming the entry's all about you! stupid. and man my wonderful memory is failing me! i blog about some old friend which I hadn't talked to for like forever but I can't even remember who...

owells. i think i should get off the commmmputer. i'm such a computer addict.
oh and my mom's bringing bel's mom to go check out all the nutritious stuff i drink everyday HHAha sooo funny. and oh this brain knowledge thing is working well.. working too well i'm so energetic and hyper and all. I can't even sleep at night gooooodnessss. okay i'm going off noww my poooor eyesssss. BYEEEEE!
love you alllllll studyyy hardddddddddddddd. like rock. okay out of pointttt.

CHRISTian

2005-08-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

just wanted to share sthmg my pastor said today at sermon.
when he was a kid, he always felt like he had no signifance or whatsoever .. cos his dad died when he was 6years old and he was very poor and couldn't afford to even go for recess and all. then one day his sunday school teacher wrote the word CHRISTIAN on the board and this is what she said:
if you remove the word CHRIST from CHRISTIAN, you're left with the letters I A N. Which stands for I Am Nothing.
So yah, without christ we really are nothing/nobody, but with christ, we are someone(:

and remember if we see as God sees, we will do as God says.

God bless.

2005-08-18T20:10:00.000-07:00

for easy reading, read from bottom upwards. cos that's the order of the pictures. and do you realise everything's in pink and purple?? just for miss celene ng.

love, your favourite mon cheehee* hahaha. muckieshuggiesheehees*

you'll always be my favourite twin *kawaii* (having ppl mix us up!)

you know that I still *LOVE* you (more than wjn!! haha) mucks*

or such an irritant haha

even though you can be such a ahem *ditz at time haha

happy birthday cel my babylovergirl*

hi everybody! haha. aye. after chem paper i simply have no more drive to study. actually after the 11 hours plus worth of papers on monday and tuesday I DIEEEEEEE- ED and slept at like 8 sthmg. haha. prelims are such a torture .. actually the first two days only .. now i don't feel anything anymore. even though the stuff I 'm worst at like math paper 2 .. bio options which I'm only gonna study now are next week . I can't imagine how bad the papers can get since they have been bad so far. OWELLLLLLS. After prelims BUCKKKK UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. Sooo I shall dedicate this entry to celene ng wei qi becossssss her birthday was on MONDAY the feeeeefteeeeen of august. on sunday we had a surprise lunch for her at soup kitchen. and there were so many pretty balloooooons including the butterfly one which I forgot to take a picture of and i must remember to pay kren for and nice big and beeyootiful lilies! ( one was from mee!) on monday we sent a happy meal macs to her house!! by phone delivery. haha. good thing cel appreciated it cos I was like how stressed about studying for bio and the stupid operator kept leaving me on hold. anyhowss cel was one of my first few non mg pals i made friends with during first three months and woooow our friendship has blossomed! our first date was at sentosaaaaa on valentine's day haha and the others too many to remember so I'll let pictures do the talking .. on and i just wanna thank you for being there for me.. everything I complain and re complain and whine about the same issue a million times you still listen to me .. for always lending me shoulder to cry on .. for always saying the sweetest things .. quote cel " slow i want to be baby sitting your kid when we're thirty!! That's how long I want our friendship to be this close!" .. you'll always be my darling lover.. who types without punctuations but hees* instead (haha) my fellow emotional and sensitive pal.. i'll never forget yo000. wo ai ni!

replies to tags*

shumin: haha i didn't know that but ya. persist on for the next one and a half weeks ya! and don't be so sad about your math paper k *hugs* theres still a levels to work towarrds!

gracie: haha nice to see you during exams and looking up during chem exam to see your funny face hahaha.

firsttimer : oh HI my ONE AND Onlyyyyy. finally. haha fufilling your promises. they aren't so empty after all. hee.

oh yah funniest smses i got for the prelims are from
drumrolllll*****
mich: helloe allies from the sci fac, tomr we go to battle, it'll be long and arduous but our ammunition is ready. United we will defeat the prelims. Luck to you all!
(she's so retarded)
kren!!: slo my one and only i hope you're sleeping soundly dreaming bout kupffer cells and sinusoids! all the best for tmw and try not to stress your pretty little head out.whee casparian strips and apoplast pathways here we come! good night :) love, your devoted voltage gated sodim channel.

look what stress does to people. haha.
okayyyy byeebyee

counting blue cars.

2005-08-12T06:45:00.000-07:00

I'm being a stewwwpid shit and sitting in front of this stttewwwwwwpid computer and refusing to move ma ass. sommmmebody S H O O T me please. I'm S C R E W E D for prelims. I really don't want M O N D A Y to come. this is all a nightmare.

I'm gonna wake up soooon, i hope.

God, give me strength and help me focus.

slow dance, romance.

2005-08-11T00:15:00.000-07:00

to be honest I'm pretty reluctant to update cos I'm either gonna be talking about boring study life or about certain small things that get on my nerves. but, for my sick little darling i'll update. Haha. get well soon okay sweetie. actually i really wanna call you now but I know I'm gonna start complaining about certain things and after I do I'll feel bad for it sooo I ugh gotta resist calling you. o wells *PARDXHUGGG*

so yupp besides studying and tuitionn nothing much has been going on besides steamboat dinner with my family and this couple on tuesday evening. Its really good and worth it. But I don't think i can bring my friends' there cos I think we'll all have communication problem. They speak chinese and cantonese. Yupp butt it was soooooooooo gooooooooood I ate till I my stomach balloooooooned. Haha. And when I got home I slept at 9 pm!!!! I was soooo sleeeeeepy and yes my tummy fats are building up. *sobs*

Oh and last friday I went for the 24/7 pray chain in my church which was really good. Had a heavy load on me and it was good just praying and worshipping God with simple songs and hymns. Though only my cell leader and i from my cell went it was a good time of prayer. Had a very hard week last week so after friday onwards I've been taking it easy. Don't wanna get too stressed out again.

okay I shall stop now to prevent me for saying things that might not be very nice .. to be at least. so gooooodbye friends.

STUDYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my hot dog sucks. bleah. thankfully there was yummy mushrooom soup and cucumbers with prawn&salmon dip for lunch as well.
love*

would you catch me if i fell out of what I fell in

2005-08-02T07:15:00.000-07:00

i was craving chawanmushi today and my sweeeet friends sarah cel kren izzy christine accompanied me over to the heritage cafe for recess! guess what there was no chawanmushi
but still a good lunch. its much quieter over there and yah great company.

small little things like these makes these gloommy pre prelim dayss sunshinierrrr haha.
thank you pals!

and i think i'm becoming more random haha i msged sarah this 3 page long msg on ONE of the character traits i look for in a guy after my bath. HAHHA. so out of point. and she replied me that i shouldnt be thinking about these things now that prelims are here.....
okay bye gonna go eat my banana and drink orange lime juice.
my throat hurts. tempura!

2005-07-31T23:32:00.000-07:00

Didn't go to school today.
Woke up with a swollen eye.
Went down to the polyclinic to get an mc for ms too.
No doctors were available till 2 hours later.
Quickly called my mommy to come pick me up.
Rang doctor lee(my optician) but he wasn't around to check my eye.
Well the swelling's going down.
But I took a picture of my eye as evidence to put in my parent's letter.

so anyhows about my weekend.
had cell group of which the cell leader was 1 1/2 hrs late but wasn't so bad since it was at my house. Lloyd came down earlier cos he was around the area and he was being pesky for a while but thankfully he fell asleep hahaha like a pig hurhur I took a pic of him but i dunno why I can't find it in my com now. Things are too good for the cell group right now. Sigh.

Got a lift down to shuling's place. Study session which wasn't very productive I only did DNA mcq. Then we went to play HOPSCOTCH!! haha. Drew on the road outside shu's house with chalk. And yes DENISE FOK I failed you my hopscotch teacher! I lost! Haha. At first I couldn't jump properly cos my balancing was terrible but then when I got the hang of it I couldn't throw properly so I couldnt advance=(
cel won! haha. Then dinner with the rents. Had fish head curry which wasn't very good.

Sunday church. Sermon by pastor edmund was good and really something I lack terribly in my spiritual life is prayer. I wanna go for the dawn prayer cos my church is organising a 24/7 prayer starting tonight at 9pm and ending on 9august 9pm. But there's school unless I can find an AC teacher who's going also .
yup then after church had to oiliest lunch ever fried carrot cake and some blacksauce noodle. BUt it tasted goood.
Then tuition at phang. thankfully cel came for makeup cos i was so sleeepy.

okay i' m on the phone now can't multitask
heh byee

i could sing of your love forever.

2005-07-29T17:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday after school I had to rush home, bathe and have my dinner all in one hour then quickly bussed down to guthrie to meet shu and cel to cab down to town with them. It was thinkin quite long to hail a cab and the sun was soooooo hot. Then when they came into the car they started complaining about sthmg .. haha which I cannot mention.

Yah then headed for PS sat in delifrance where cel's cell (haha) group joined us. after about an hour we walked over to fortcanning!
sonic fest was noot bad. better than last years. but smart me wore a skirt(!!) cos for some reason I thought someone told me to like dress nicely okay I was dreaming. And sitting down on the grass wasn't very appealing but I did so anyways. We were quite bored initially cos there wasn't much to do and planet shakers wasn and sonice flood 's performance wasn't till 8pm! so yea chatter with laura and checked out th e art exhibit though there wasn't much heh. I think I enjoyed sonic flood more cos for planet shakers I only knew two songs So i couldn't sing and worship along. But yaah worship was good.

so anyhows after sonic fest my sister didnt wanna go home with me so i decided to go home with shu but she didn't wanna take a cab and i was sooo tired. So like when we were reaching outside already I called my sis up and like kept bugging her to cab home with me but she didn't want to cos her friend was giving her a lift but I was like just take a cab with me!!!!!! finally she said her friend could give me a lift but i had to walk all the way back in. Then right after I put down the phone and was walking back Imet alex and justin and so they asked me go home with them. So yay I had a cab to share but.

After that it was o u t of p o i n t crazy! cos the boys were mad la. before that alex and justin took turns to cachao me but alex was for quite a long while! he was gonna go on his knees for me and said he'd do anything for me. okay that was quite a good thing cos I kept going oh alex you said you'd do anything for me so okay stop giving me that face. haha. used it to my advantage. OH then after that cos we all three kept calling for cabs but NOBODY wanted to pick us up so they crazy boys started running across the roads. Omg I was damn scared cos traffic was soo heavy and the roads were pretty big roads!!! THen crazy justin anyhow dashed across the road and the taxi almost knocked him! I was sooo scared. I was so thankful when we finaly got a cab and was safe and sound inside. my gosh and then they started talking abt rugby and how runnin across the road was like them being tackled and dunno what nonsense!

okay so last night was really some experience anyways thankyou for the ride! since they refused to let me pay alex taking my wallet and shuffing it into my bag then justin taking my bag away from me.

anyways praise God his protection was upon us.

Shall go do some work before bible study now. byee(:

2005-07-27T03:31:00.000-07:00

ughh. you know what before I rebooted my com i saved all my pictures into this single CD and i just opened it after many months and nothing is inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( sobs*

anyways just blogging to reply some tags
denise: oh no so sorry. but you know what some other denise tagged my board so I thought i waas you! i think it was denise soh then..

shang: haha hi shang! nice to see you that day and thanks for the present(:

belbeeeell: hahahah of cos bestie's for you lah. i write captions below the pictures! ahha and yes the fonts are def smaller than my eyes! My eyes aren't that small okay= ! haha tmw i bring my sumo wrestler picture for you to see my super big eyes... when I was a baby. haha

Tmw is steef wef'ss birthday. everyone don't forget to wish her!(:

wouldn't it be nice.

2005-07-23T06:54:00.000-07:00

some pictures I stole from belinda haha thank you !

amanda/stef/bel/me/waimo (hockey pals and bel!)

all the gorgeous girlies

bestieeeee(:

humandaaaaaa and meeee(: ilovemandy

hi! Today is a GOOD DAY haha since I'm in a GOOOD mood I shall type in colourrrrrr.

Morning started off with a THREE HOUR geeppeeee paper. I was dying during compre. All I was thinking about was hurry let it be over so I can go home ! I didn't finish the paper though. oops. Yah then rushed home changed and off to town to Modestro's for lunch with the MG GIRLS whom i LOVE and MISS so very dearly. My lunch was quite pathetic cos I didn't wanna eat so much cos I was having a heavy dinner so I got sarah to share with me but lleeeetle did I know the sandwich was so TINY! puny! haha but the wedges were nice.
This time it was about another THREE HOURS (everything's in threes today haha) time of catching up talking and the hot topic was religion.
yupp then cab down to shu 's house with the six ave girlies. The stupid girls cel kren shu decided to play the ignore sara game when I arrived Sooo irritating. Haha. but after like what 15 mins they gave up already. I think we talked more than anything cos i didn't even get much studying done. Ionly like read thru my own SUMMARY notes of organic chem ( without the school notes) see how little I didfor the whole afternoon until like 7? and I was there around 3? Haha but like we haven't seen each other for so long !

LET me tell you what my wonderful friends did to me. They started sniggering to themselves and leaving me out of some stupid like thing they had so I was like okay whatevevr. Hah then the next thing I knew kren grabs my legs cel grabs my ass shu my top body. ANd they carry me I was like whattt but i didn't like fight back how nice of me. Haha. Then I thought they were just trying to like make my day cos kren was like wah you must feel like a princess right now! Then they carried me out of shu's room and dump me in the room next door and tried to lock me out but smart me held the door knob so they couldn lock me out. Then they let me in but then next they push me into the toilet!!!! Then they wanted me to come out so i knew sthmg wasn't so right .. cut the story short they sprayed hair moouse powder glitter on mEE!! AHhah at first I thought the moose was SHAVING CREAM AnD i was like what!!!!

STOPPPPPP! Cos i thought they were gonna shave me or sthmg . edddddiots. Haha . THen after that I was like Hey ive got a dinner okay !!! now i'm all dirty! so they felt bad and helped clean me up. They were going on about how I was so sporting and stuff and didn't fight back ..... hee heeeeeee next thing I pretend to check out the moose and *BANG* I turn around and spray back at them! hahaha.

anyways I 'm gonna make them pay for it. ONE by ONE. I HAVE my ways.

So yah parents and sis came to pick me up and we headed down to marriot for dinner. Decided to have ala carte instead of the buffet and OH THe foooood was sooooooooooooo goood. I'm definitely going back again. Its totally worth every cent. My mom's lobster thingy was the bestesst with mushroooooooms!!! I loveeeed my codfish too. and mushroom soup wassss soooooo goood but damn A lot. I love mushroooooooooooms! Yah after dinner we were all soo pppoooooooped so walked around tangs got a new pimple cream from shieldo hopefully it works on my oh -so terrible skin which is getting worse day by day thanks to the extra stress.

SO TODAY's like an almost relax day man. Need to buck up.

mich: haha yay i went and lunch was gooood wasn't it? nice to seeeeeeyoo!

chemical party.

2005-07-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

heya. its been an alright week. tiring as usual but yupp still alive and well. the ulcer's FINALLY healing. I've been eating porridge quite a bit. And everytime sarah or who ever makes me laugh I end up "scolding" them cos my ulcer hurts like shit when i laugh. (it stretches!) okay i shall stop about my ucler.

So today was a Good day. I ended school at 1230!!!!!!!!! so early!!!!! The earliest ever. Cos my wonderful class got all the teachers to fill up our free periods so we can leave school early and since wendy lim just gave birth (congrats to her!) we didn't have double chem SOOOOOOEARLY DAY. lindy sarah and I tried our luck at the gates to see if the guard would let us out and cos it was the indian guard we walked right passed him without getting stopped! Woo.

Yah headed down to holland V with lindy dearest! Whom I havent gone out with in a gazillion years! lunch at the ipoh horfun plaCe. I mean I eat lindy watch. Haha. Good time catching up! Then to haagandazz for icecream! and to do some homework. Tried some coffee with icecream which was pretty goooood! Haha too bitter for lindy's sweet tongue. Ah And lindy 's DAMNN funny la. Cos the ladies toilet ran out of toilet paper so I snuck into the guys toilet to take some but it was so laupok! It kept tearing so I gave up. Then it as lindy's turn . Hah the crazy girl sneakily like pulled out DAMN A LOT as in really A LOT of toilet paper and like came over to show me ! HAhahah I couldn't help but laugh. yupp missed you lindy!

Ahhh I'm having this huge problem now. Whether to go for lunch with the girls tmw or go for cell. Actually I chose cell already but thennnnn I found out sarahlim's back too and I really haven't seen her for the longest time. How now brown cow. =( And I miss everyone else tooooooo. sobs* HELLPPPPP!

Anyway replying tags:

weiren: indeed god is good(: anyways !!!!! come back quick!!! you have been missed! I put on THREEE KG I need to RUNNN. hurry you're a special duck that can FLY! So zoom over! Haha

del: is it better now?? I totally know how you feel.! and I miss youuuuuu dellyyyykins!

bel: GET WEEELLLLLLL SOOOOOOOON sweets . and yes you ARE my ANGEL from GOd(: what would I do without yoooo* lets go study together!

mmhmm: haha I'm trying to think of the people who actually STILL call me SARA
say your name say your nameee!

all that I am.

2005-07-17T03:25:00.000-07:00

the tree my sister calls a brocolli haha

yours truly. walking down the steep stairs haha.

daddy/rachie/meee i like this pic we look so happy! haha while waiting for mom to buy food

ignore us please.

fruits are GOOD for you!

hihi. sooo tireeed. I just had my unagi rice & chawamushi take away from sake cos my parents and sis are going out for western and i'm falling sick so I decided to stay away from all this heaty stuff. and my ucler is SOO DAMN PAINFUL I HATE IT. even when I talk like it kinda stretches ! the worst is when I eat fruits. my goodness all the juices will sting it!! yeowch*

anyways pastor poham said sthmg today that kinda struck me - that many of us christians may be going around sharing the faith, serving him, involved in all kinds of church activities .. maybe even for many years but REALLy how many of US have actually experience God and Know God's agenda for us ? So we should actually get right first.
YUpp just a thought for the day .

Oh and yesterday my family and I went down to fortcanning for Durian Extravaganzaaa. Some funny thing my dad got invited to. Apparently my mom said when I was much younger we went for the citibank one. haha. Well I'm not a big fan of Durian cos too much makes me sick so I happily ate lots of CHERRIESSSS. whichwere so nice and sweet(: had damn a lot of fruits like rambutan mangosteen mango lychee .. also had meerubus satay chicken wing. I had a good time pigging out. Haha. little did i know it will cause me the sore throat I have now. grr. I was telling sarah I wanted to get sick and purposely not drink water after having the durians but I didn't do it in the end cos now ms too doesn't let us skip school without an mc. So it wasn't intentional. I did drink a lot of water okay. but ugh and myulcer got worse. Its SOOOOOOO PAINFUL. Oh after eating my sis and I had a nice stroll around .. having a nice chat about boys and her haha . And we tooooook peeecturesss! will post a few up.

yupp. studying's quite behind. Only done ionic equil this weekend which I still haven't completed. And I still have to do the stupid forces tutorial all janzzeees goona get angry like she did last week. bah.
okay byeeeee.

Shumin: haha thanks dear you have a nice BIGGG <3 also(: we need to catch up sooon!

aayush: haha cannot pon already lah. ms too so angryy.

And special shout to MISS SUM SHULING cos she says i 'm unfair to her! I lubchewww! hope you get well soon SWWWEETTTTTPIE. hehe.

2005-07-14T05:25:00.000-07:00

hee hee. someone just said sthmg realll sweeet to me!

cos i changed my msn nick to : how do you talk to an angel
cos i heard the song on the radio last night and liked it a lot. Then today when I came online, someone msg me this
:
u talk to your heart
den you will be able to talk to an angel
cause you've always been one yourself
maybe you just didn't notice

So sweeeeeeeet right. haven't talked to this person in ages. what a nicee surprise(:

bel: haha there's no one to take me away from you. you can be sure of that. haah but i can't be sure of that for you! the snatcher!! =p

cel: haha never forget about you lah mydear. anyways tuition's on sat so we can all have our reunion!!

okayy happy* i shall just end the blog entry HAPPY*
Sloow(:

drawn out

2005-07-10T20:44:00.000-07:00

sweetness*

being total retards!

angry little one. haha

me in the car. zoooom*

staying home and skipping school really rocks.
got a nice sleep, took my time to get up, wash up, do my quiet time, take my time and have breakfast, do some work, read the newspapers(which I haven't done in a gazillion years i duno why i suddenly felt like doing that) ,listen to morning shows on the radio, come online. NICE. I wanna skip school more often! but yea guess I would get into trouble for that.

its almost twelve and I have barely done anything. I should get back to doing some serious work. and read the gpee package. bleugh.

anyways yesterday I was craving dim sum so the family and I went down to holland v after church for crystal jade and i got to eat my chicken feet in black bean sauce YUMMMM. Some pictures of my sister and i on our way there ...

okayy i'm getting hungry so byee!

2005-07-08T03:26:00.000-07:00

hii! you cannot imagine how happy I am that the weekend is here. I'm treasuring the weekends more and more cos school is SO tiring. This week was much better than last week's. Probably because of the extra holiday we got on monday and for some uncanny reason I wasn't tired at all on tueday till 10pm when suddenly felt exhaustion overwhelm me all overagain. Today is another such day. Had a nap just a while ago.

Anyhows schools been pretty okay I supposed. I've been getting quite irritated very easily so its quite frustrating. Thankfully there's sarah to do all these retarded things with me so we can both go crazy and high and feel a lot better. For example playing mouse and rat hahaha. And going to the library for free periods and *ahem* study and *ahem* sthmg else. And my chi dramas on tv to follow. Haha

I hope this weekend will be productive. I know a lot of ppl are getting affected by all the .. what should I call it.. secret mugging? of people around.. but I don't really care. They can lie about not studying at all but SO WHAT it doesn't concern me at all cos at the end of the day they get their own result slip, I get mine. SO listen up just do your own studying. And I need to get started. Stop being a lazzzzzy asss. Actually I'm not that lazy .. I DO try to do homework .. but in between I'll get distracted by this and that and I'll wonder off my work. K SO FOCCUSSSSS. SARAH CHAN ARE YOU READING THIS. haha don't forget to remind each other to STUDY STUDY STUDY. i lub chheeeeeeew.

hmms i think i'm quite a selfish person. so terrible. I can't believe the way I think sometimes. disgusting slow. bahs.

oh and I had a really nice short lunch break cos sean tan let us off early today with schan lindy shu kren izzy. And lindy if you're reading this i missss youuuuuu ahhaha it was really fun talking to you and listening to you talk .. you're so FUNNNNYY. haha.

okayy m0m's chasing me to go bathe. So byee !!

hongkytong!

2005-07-04T01:47:00.000-07:00

spastic shopping hongkong pals (:
this shop had very nice sales ppl whom we took pictures with.

MTR is our bestfriend. haha. new transportation for kren and cel. HAHA.

hi! okay i o nly have TWO pathetic photos that we took from HK. Till I lay my hands on the rest... enjoy the preview(:

2005-07-03T02:54:00.000-07:00

sms of the day:

schan: hello. my name is betty. i am downstairs in your house. i have held your wife and daughters hostage. they are very beautitful. if you do not come downstairs now with a sum of... twenty five million dollars, you will be... arrested.

me: hahahahahah. hello my name is archie. I know you're jealous of veronica but I am not threatened by you. stop this or I'll be calling the police to arrest YOU. ( I THIINK i said sthmg like that.. can't remember)

schan: hello. my name is betty. betty is a girls name. i am the police. they cannot arrest me. bring... twenty five million dollars. or you will be... ARRESTED.

me: hahaha you're damn weird. so you are betty the police? you're confusing me ..

THEN at this point in time I see *sthmg that makes me damnnnnnn happppy heehee* and I trip over string THAANKFULLY I didn't fall. it would have been so embarrassing.

sarah is damnn funny la(:

yesterday went for bel's church's encounter. before that I was soooo flustered. my goodness. I lost track of time at home so Ionly started getting ready at 540pm? had to rush like crazy to go down to six ave to get my dinner, flowers and say hi to cel . got on the bus in six ave at like 655? church started at 7! I was like ohhh noo. but the bus ride was quite fast but after that I thought I was really late so I got off to try and hail a cab. buttnoooo cabs. and THEN this STEWWPID lady cut my queue and STOLE MY TAXIIIIIII. I was so angry. Thankfully another cab came in a few mins. But the uncle was kinda mad he kept like anyhow turn left at any junction he saw. So like I'll be like uncle where you going don't turn left go straight! then he'll just anyhow cut into the lane.. crazy. thankfully I reached there safely.

Encounter was pretty good but I didn't know almost all the songs! heh. and was kinda distracted towards the end cos I had to look out for my dad's call who was picking me. oh and guess what I had INSOMNIA last night. I think I really cannot drink lipton tea. Everytime i drink it I can't sleep at night.

anyways nothing elseeee so byeeee.